Conscious Concubine
Conscious Concubine
Idsonil
I ~ the conscious concubine. Creator of my life, Connected to divine, Evolving through my spine. Healing the world and I & with my love inspire 2 Find the light inside.
The Butterfly Effect ft. HFDIEZ
HFDIEZ & I speak on the importance of Prioritizing yourself in order to find true happiness in life, and pursue your life purpose without fear. Feeling valuable without the need of someone else telling you that you are. Trusting and believing in yourself no matter what. Happiness is your birth right and you can be happy today by simply finding, keeping, and protecting your peace. Focus on the present, as long as you’re okay today you’ll be okay forever. No one can tell you who you are, what you like or need, or what you should do with your life but YOU. You’re in control of everything around you, things happen for you, and even if you don’t notice it right away; the universe is on your side. Dare to be yourself, no matter who or what walks away, because what’s truly for you will never leave you.
Jun 14, 2023
18 min
Validate Yourself
Get to know yourself | BE yourself! Spend time with yourself, Sit with yourself, EVEN when it’s uncomfortable. Because if you keep ignoring yourself, your soul, your inner child, and mission… you will never be happy! No matter what “worldly” success you gain, it’ll always feel like something is MISSING; love for yourself. Loving yourself as a whole, even the “dark” parts of you, is the biggest challenge for humanity, and the most beautiful one to accomplish (in my humble opinion). Because when you love yourself, you’re able, not only to love the world, but also accept only love from the world. Create the butterfly effect of genuine love, by loving yourself whole. Self doubt is corny, detrimental, and literally made up. Living in pain isn’t mandatory. Your outside reality is a reflection of what’s inside you (the things you chose to focus on). You get what you PAY attention to. Are you blocking your blessings by the curses or cursed people you allow in your life? If you want to get rid of a curse, stop believing in it. I also talk about: How to connect with yourself, reshape your subconscious, and remove any and all blockages. Homework: look more into the twelve jewels, practice self compassion when you’re feeling down and you’ll see how slowly but surely you’ll heal your little heart. Trust me when I say this: happiness isn’t a myth.
Apr 7, 2023
22 min
Sex That Heals
In this episode I discuss how and why most of humanity is having sex the wrong way. Which is the cause as to why society is trapped in the root-chakra physical dense consciousness, disallowing most people to connect with each other beyond the physical. Sex can be very healing, but it can also be very destructive depending on what you’re manifesting at the moment of truth. Whether you’re aware of it or not you manifest things when you come, when you’re pineal gland is off and there aren’t any thoughts just you being present with your higher self. In this episode I too include information in how to manifest with a partner through sex, or by yourself. For the purpose of healing, reaching a goal, or manifesting love. I also give an exercise that can help treat urinary and fecal incontinence, as well as helping men avoid erectile dysfunction and premature ejaculation. I hope you guys enjoy this episode as much as I enjoyed recording it! 🥰❤️‍🔥🫶 Welcome Back!
Sep 12, 2022
25 min
Love Vs. Fear
In this episode I discuss grooming predatory behavior, and how we should de normalize prioritizing our safety over the comfort of an aggressor. I also discuss how community is very much needed, but shouldn’t be used as an alternative from doing shadow work and holding ourselves accountable for the pain in our world. Accountability goes hand in hand with compassion and forgiveness. I also discuss the duality of female (Yin) and masculine (Yang) energies that all humans carry and how balancing those out can get us closer to divinity and oneness. As per usual, I also discuss karma vs. darma & the illness of self doubt that can only be healed by self acceptance instead of outer validation.
Jul 17, 2022
37 min
Stripper Talk : The Ins and Outs of Night Life ft. Alana Paulina
In this episode @alanapaulina and I walk you through the ins and outs of being a stripper. We touch base on the HUGE importance of trusting the power of intuition; for it can very much safe your life. Listening to our bodies can help us discern things like when to leave the club, when to stay, which man is broke, which man will pay, etc. This one goes out to all my sex workers or aspiring sex workers 🫶 welcome to your new safe space podcast ~ free of judgement. Teaching you ways to access your power and embrace all parts of you. The divine dark Feminine in us is power & it’s our birth right ❤️‍🔥. Thank you for running in :) love you!
Jun 26, 2022
29 min
Boundaries: from 1 Codependent 2 Another
In this podcast I quite frankly was coming to terms with the many ways that I, as a codependent individual, have gotten in my own way by not upholding my boundaries with the people around me. This podcast is all about the accountability that empaths should take instead of pointing fingers at the narcissists in their lives for all their misfortunes. Videos about how bad narcissists are, yea there’s lots of those, but rare are the videos that give the solutions for the codependency being at play here. I hope you get something from this episode (there’s a poem inside :) & thank you so much for running in ❤️‍🔥🫶✨.
Jun 13, 2022
27 min
Law of Attraction
In order for one to manifest anything efficiently one must do these two things: think it into existence and act accordingly once the thing is in one’s presence. One must genuinely believe they deserve whatever they wish to manifest in order for it to manifest. If your faith wavers, so will your manifestation. In this episode I give you tips and tricks to keep your mind in a state of abundance, and some of the ways to manifest your desires.
May 16, 2022
29 min
Gratitude, Balance & Accountability = Wealth
It is only by taking accountability of our problems and actions that we can truly grasp the meaning of wealth. The more gratitude we show for what we do have, the more the universe will give back. It is by living a balanced life; doing something for your mind, body, and soul every day is the only way to live without going insane. Your true life purpose, that dream job of yours, shouldn’t and wouldn’t jeopardize any of these things, because they are all important for us humans to live a life worth living. If you’re tired of being broke listen to the audio book; ‘The science of getting rich’ I promise you you won’t regret it! Once again guysssss THANK YOU SO MUCH for running in :) I love you all ❤️‍🔥🧿✨. (Apologies for not posting on Sunday as usual, but Mother’s Day weekend had me tied up.)
May 11, 2022
17 min
How to Get Out of Toxic Relationships
In this episode I get up close and personal with y’all 🥰. I tell you of my recent traumatic experiences, how I felt, and how I let those feelings transmute into healing energy for the soul. I used to be ashamed of my experiences but then I realized that… that was just the dumbest sh*t ever. I overcame my fear and I feel like if I spread the love and the things that helped me evolve, that perhaps someone else too wouldn’t feel so alone ❤️‍🔥🐉🪷🌞💥🫧.
May 1, 2022
36 min
The Truth About Relationships
In this episode, I discuss relationship issues that have been normalized by society when in reality these actions are very toxic for everyone ~ not just women. We touch on the topics of manipulation, projection, manifestation (sex magic), the law of attraction, karma, and the power behind taking responsibility for our problems to reach genuine, long-lasting happiness.
Apr 24, 2022
40 min