talked about dps and tatbilb then read tweets and talked about how scary thinking about the future is. Plus I think I rant about cmbyn I am pretty sure that is what I did this episode was so tired while recording this also took 2 hours to upload this so Idk. This has no relation to the episode but I am so good at making twitter layouts thank you for listening. Hey fuck you rachel for not helping me choose a title jk also sorry this took me all day to upload. 

okay i deleted this because i really hated it but i'll upload it again. yeah this was me trying to give recommendations but turned into me rambling and ranting but enjoy!! 

tw!!! from 11:20 - 17:50 i talk about suicidal thoughts and stuff relating to that and mentions of eating disorders so please skip if you need to. rambling about dps for a bit then got kinda sad ??? it's mainly me oversharing which leads to music recommendations.  next episode will most likely be me talking about my favorite characters (not just neil) or shows. i will see how i can record calls for podcasts so a special guest can be there.  https://spoti.fi/3s0teAX idk if it'll work but here's the link to my spotify please follow me so i can hit 20k