17:50 i talk about suicidal thoughts and stuff relating to that and mentions of eating disorders so please skip if you need to. rambling about dps for a bit then got kinda sad ??? it's mainly me oversharing which leads to music recommendations.  next episode will most likely be me talking about my favorite characters (not just neil) or shows. i will see how i can record calls for podcasts so a special guest can be there.  https://spoti.fi/3s0teAX idk if it'll work but here's the link to my spotify please follow me so i can hit 20k