I was once told that some kids have to touch the stove themselves even if their parents warned them it was hot. I guess I'm one of those kids I always think I know best, so I have to go through things to learn...I've learned a lot recently. In December, I hit my lowest point and was admitted into a psychiatric hospital on suicide watch. The first night I was there, I sat awake on the cot wondering how I got to this point. If you're struggling, I'll walk you through what I know now in the hopes that you don't have to experience it firsthand. I'm here to tell you the stove's definitely hot.