This is an introduction to who I am and why I wanted to start a podcast. Before this point, I did not think I had anything that needed to be shared. Even though this is one of the more difficult things to share, it's something that is the most necessary in my opinion.&nbsp;
 
TW: suicide, mental health

Grief: No, I don't know how to let go

I was once told that some kids have to touch the stove themselves even if their parents warned them it was hot. I guess I'm one of those kids

I always think I know best, so I have to go through things to learn...I've learned a lot recently. In December, I hit my lowest point and was admitted into a psychiatric hospital on suicide watch. The first night I was there, I sat awake on the cot wondering how I got to this point. 

If you're struggling, I'll walk you through what I know now in the hopes that you don't have to experience it firsthand. I'm here to tell you the stove's definitely hot.