happy v day babies! remember, its a day to to be loving not just towards your person, but towards friends, family, and your favorite things wether its cooking, cleaning, reading, being outside, etc. :)  --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jenny450/message

i go on a tangent about having higher standards and wanting more out of partnerships is a good thing.  this was a chaotic and messy one sorry lol.  --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jenny450/message

Long story short, I was on instagram and stumbled upon a reel that had a lot of great reminders that I think you should listen to if you're feeling down about life. Remember, try to put a smile on someones face everyday, but never forget that you are someone too :) --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jenny450/message

like every other episode, i ramble and get off topic, but i tried my best to stay on topic! before we get into it though, i wanna wish everyone a happy lunar new year! (chúc mừng năm mới!) may this year bring you lots of wealth, health, and happiness!  (i touch little on my online dating experiences and my opinion for each of the apps, the block i have on my head and in my heart, my creativity block, how boys kinda suck and how I feel about turning 24 and it being my Chinese zodiac year) This episode was hard to record because I didn't know I had so much underlying issues with love and intimacy and as it turns out I'm a real fucking softie and I love love, a lot. andddd like 6 billion other people on this planet, I'm also looking for my special person to call mine for the rest of my life and that's so hard and weird for me to admit out loud, but while I feel this way, its important to note that I will not settle for just anyone. That's something that I'm very proud of, I know its hard to not want to settle anyway, weather its thinking you can't find better and thinking that that's all there is for you, leaving you wondering if you actually do deserve better, honestly, if you're thinking you might deserve better, you probably do. I'm not claiming I know all about how you should feel, every body is free to do whatever they feel is best for them, but all I ask is that you remind yourself of what you want and know that the love you want, is the love you deserve to have.❤️ --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jenny450/message

hey guys! sorry I missed a day. I try to upload by Monday, but I'm sure none of you cried. In todays episode, I talk about not settling, especially with your heart. You should never feel resentment towards someone you choose to be with and care about. If you are feeling that then you settled for someone that doesn't meet your standards and ITS OKAY to have standards, it doesn't mean were any better or less than people who don't have as high of standards, but what I'm saying is, we all have needs that need to be met to feel fulfilled. I more so talk about my "icks" and how i just couldn't get pass them, which in turn made me crush a decent guys spirit thinking he had any future with me. Don't worry, I’m pretty sure he’s doing just fine. Lol. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jenny450/message

you guys, i tried to record ep. 2 more times than i would like to admit. i sincerely hope you enjoy this and can relate to it though!  im a little all over the place in this one, but what else is new?  i seriously put so much pressure on myself to put out good content for you guys to listen to but I'm also constantly reminding myself that its okay if they're not as funny or light because then it wouldn't be authentic to me. MORAL of my rambling rn is my podcast is basically my little public voice note that i just so happen to share with the internet. lol. maybe next weeks episode will be better:,) --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jenny450/message

hey guys!! for those of you who knew me from Truly Sickening, i've decided to venture off on my own to start a solo podcast! i mentioned it in this episode, but temporarily parting from TS was a supported decision for me (its all ❤️!) and I'm so thankful to have a friend like P:)  in this first episode, I touch a little bit on how new years resolutions can put a lot of pressure on you and how my therapist taught me a new way to incorporate a "new years resolution" mindset, I'm also adding rant sessions to my episodes.. (an idea I stole from Chris Klemens, Thanks Chris! He doesn't know me so he will not see this. its fine.) I'm ranting a little bit on depression fatigue.  I put a lot of pressure on myself to get this first episode out and i just had to realize that nobody was rushing me, but myself. I wanted to have good content and put something out that people would be interested in hearing, but then that wouldn't be authentic and true to myself. I'm just winging this like I'm winging my life lol. i hope you stay a while! sometimes i can have some pretty good insights on things, other times, it's complete shit. i think it keeps it interesting ha.    feel free to follow me on instagram! @jenny.pt.c --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jenny450/message