wow what a turn of events!!

ok so i was really fucking sad last week, and id be lying if i said i still wasn't, but amidst of all the sad and disappointment, i feel a lot lighter and relieved. relieved that i no longer am confused about where i stand in someones life and we can both move on from a weird limbo era we were in. i obviously can't speak for both of us, but i feel optimistic and have a lot of good things to look forward to. i truly wish "ryan" nothing but good and of course healing. He's great and if were mean to be in each others life again, i trust that whatever is meant to be, will be. <3 in the meantime, I'm gonna continue living my life for me and love on my friends and family. see you next week besties! ily <3