Inner Compass
Inner Compass
Kristen Morris, Leilani Numbers, Michell Powers
Welcome to the Inner Compass Podcast.The process of creating this podcast allowed for us to more deeply heal and alchemize our experiences, and the wounding that came from a life within a high demand religion (the church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints / Mormonism). This is a true offering from our hearts, and an honoring of our lived experience.From the time we were children we were conditioned to outsource our own authority and intuition to the men who presided over us. We were taught the value of free agency and personal revelation, but only if it matched the church’s teachings. This left us disempowered and disconnected from our own innate knowing and power. We were taught that obedience is the crowning virtue. This left us vulnerable to manipulation and control in relationships and from our priesthood authorities. Eventually the confusion and heartache that came from our own inner knowing was not matching what the church taught, led to our faith expansion and unraveling of a lifelong belief system. Feeling and knowing our own hearts to be pure and good finally led us to make a choice. When our own inner voice and knowing are saying one thing and the church is saying another, which do we follow?In each episode we will take you on our individual and collective journey to answer this question. Join us each week to listen to our unique and somehow universal experiences, and how in the end we listened to our own inner compass and turned our wounds into wisdom.Podcast Episodes:1. Introduction- Welcome to the Inner Compass2. Michell’s story; Silenced by the Patriarchy3. Kristen’s story; My Intuition Entangled in the Institution 4. Leilani’s story;  Part 1 - Outsourcing my Worthiness (*Trigger Warning* includes conversation about sexual abuse)5. Leilani’s story; Part 2 - Toxic Conformity 6. Mayberry to Mayhem7. Burned at the Stake Center8. Liberation;  Turning our Wounds into Wisdom(And more to come . . .)
The Goo Phase - Season Finale
As we go through changes in our lives, it’s often messy! We like to think of these times as the caterpillar stage… where you’re going along in life all good and realize maybe you were meant to be different, so you go inside yourself (metaphorically speaking) take a real look at who you are and who you want to be, do the long hard work of morphing, what we call “The Goo Phase” and re-enter life changed and ready for more! In this episode we share some of our insights during “The Goo Phas...
Jul 19, 2023
50 min
The Power of Vulnerability
In this weeks podcast episode, we share the joys and struggles of launching our new podcast and sharing our hearts with the world. It’s been a vulnerable yet empowering adventure. We truly appreciate the progress & growth it’s given us! Stay connected with us on Instagram: @kristencarol5 @mothertree_reiki @leilaninumbers @michellpowers
Jul 5, 2023
1 hr 1 min
Married to a Medium - Shiloh Powers Part ll
In this episode Shiloh continues to share his journey, as he is injured and home for a year recovering from surgery. During this time he experiences Michell’s spiritual gifts on daily basis and on a deeper level. He learns things about the spirit world that change his life forever and he discovers his own spiritual path full of confidence, truth and freedom. Stay connected with us on Instagram: @kristencarol5 @mothertree_reiki @leilaninumbers @michellpowers
Jun 28, 2023
58 min
Blindly Believing - Shiloh Powers Part l
In this weeks episode Michell’s husband Shiloh joins us for a deep, heart felt conversation. He shares his story of blindly believing in the LDS church teachings and struggled to live the perfect LDS life, while fearing eternal consequences with every mistake. Shiloh shares experiences that allowed him to listen to his own inner compass and expand beyond what he had been taught. Stay connected with us on Instagram: @kristencarol5 @mothertree_reiki @leilaninumbers @michellpowers
Jun 21, 2023
1 hr 36 min
Turning our Wounds into Wisdom
This episode is a continuation of our individual faith expansions. As we each move forward in our lives outside of Mormonism, with each new nugget of understanding, we find peace and the insatiable desire to learn more, as we have realized how small our view has been. This is an ongoing process that we expect to last through this lifetime. We continue to heal and expand our knowledge as we each continue to turn our wounds into wisdom. Stay connected with us on Instagram: @kristencarol5 @m...
Jun 14, 2023
1 hr 23 min
Rising From The Ashes
From the time we were children, we were conditioned that our priesthood leaders were there to guide us & had authority over us. We were taught the value of our free agency and personal revelation, but only if it fit within the confines of the church & its priesthood leaders revelation & guidance they received for us. This left us feeling disempowered, confused and disconnected from our own innate, inner knowing and personal power. Eventually the confusion and heartache was t...
Jun 7, 2023
1 hr 13 min
The Nuclear Button - Nate Morris Part II
In this episode, the four of us have a long, raw, conversation of the events and memories of Nate’s one year and 11 months of service as Bishop. The good, the bad, and the ugly, and what led up to what Nate called, “the nuclear button." Michell Powers Angel Messages Video https://youtu.be/RofWTe29WsU Kristen Carol - Silver Compass Apple Music - https://music.apple.com/us/artist/kristen-carol/1678159771 Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/album/0egXEWIswtVR08X1Nz775c?si=krKavCBYR0awxMpu8UW2GQ...
May 31, 2023
1 hr 54 min
Our Conversation with our Previous LDS Bishop Nate Morris - Part I
Our conversation with LDS Bishop, Nate Morris, his feelings, thoughts, and perspective on what it was like as bishop during this tumultuous time. Stay connected with us on Instagram: @kristencarol5 @mothertree_reiki @leilaninumbers @michellpowers
May 24, 2023
1 hr 29 min
Burned at the Stake Center
In our last episode, we talked about becoming close friends, and raising our families together. We rediscover our identities after losing ourselves in motherhood. We reclaim and discover our god given gifts, only to find out that those god given gifts were seen as dangerous, and outside the parameters laid out for women in the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. Stay connected with us on Instagram: @kristencarol5 @mothertree_reiki @leilaninumbers @michellpowers
May 17, 2023
1 hr 58 min
Mayberry to Mayhem
In this episode we all become neighbors and raise our children together, fully immersed in motherhood and living the gospel within The Church of Jesus Christ of latter-day Saints. “As we began to share our gifts openly with clients, friends and family, our seemingly idealic “Mayberry” community began to take a drastic turn. In this episode we talk about us sharing our gifts, and one of the ways Kristen did this was through writing and recording music. A link to her album is post...
May 10, 2023
1 hr 12 min
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