“My guts are coming out, my eyes are being pulled out, my skin’s getting set on fire. Every part of me was being torn to pieces by the removal of the trauma.”
DISCLAIMER: WHAT WE TALK ABOUT ON IN MY TRUTH TENDS TO BE VERY RAW AND CAN BE TRIGGERING. IN THIS EPISODE THERE IS TALK ABOUT SEX ADDICTION, SEXUAL ABUSE OF CHILDREN AND SOME EXPLICIT LANGUAGE. IF ANY OF THESE ARE A TRIGGERS FOR YOU, WE RECOMMEND SKIPPING THIS EPISODE AND JOINING US AGAIN IN THE NEXT ONE. RESOURCES FOR SUPPORT AND HELP ARE INCLUDED AT THE END OF SHOW NOTES - SCROLL DOWN FOR MORE INFORMATION.
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Welcome everyone to this episode of In My Truth!
Today I have another one of my Aubrey Marcus Fit for Service Fellowship friends joining us, Wyatt Hagerty. I’ve had a few of our Fit for Service community on the show, and so far we’ve all been willing to dive into truth, untruth and the uncomfortable stuff, and this episode is no different!
Wyatt works for the Fit for Service Fellowship, beginning as a member of the group and hatching a secret plan to be Aubrey’s personal videographer and find his tribe. It worked, and now he’s living the dream!
But despite this, Wyatt is working through and wrangling stories and untruths - like all of us.
Wyatt talks us through his addiction, his childhood trauma, and he gets deep into what ayahuasca and mambo ceremonies have opened up for him.
So, how does Wyatt implement what he’s learnt and how does he alchemise struggle into strength? Let’s dive in.
“What is the best possible good of this situation? And I thought about it, and I’m going to help people.”
Join your host Sarah Riegelhuth as she’s joined by Wyatt Hagerty in this episode of In My Truth, as they dive into the process of healing and expression their sexuality. From sexual shame, to sex addiction, to healing from sexual trauma and abuse as a child, this conversation gets deep about recovery, and how plant medicine can play a role in the journey.
“I’m so grateful that I was called to break that chain.”
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Like many of us, Sarah and Wyatt have had to process their pasts as part of their healing journey.
What has come up for you with revisiting your childhood, and have you tried any alternative therapies in your journey?
Wyatt and Sarah also get vulnerable with the stories they’re living with around:
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managing emotions
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denial
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seeing a therapist
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moving through addiction
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sexual gratification
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break ups
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feeling trapped
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all-consuming sexual attraction, attention and validation
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filling holes with people
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pleasure-seeking
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taking mushrooms
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how trauma can manifest physically
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feeling unworthy
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how our traumas interconnect with our partners
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ayahuasca ceremony
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our higher selves trying to get us to confront our pasts
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alchemising struggle into strength
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the imagery our subconscious comes up with
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our feelings towards children and where they come from
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becoming okay with our pain
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bisexuality
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kambo ceremonies
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our connection to nature
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tracking our moods
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becoming a man
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external validation
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how women’s cycles are linked to the moon phases
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energetic healing
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the healed masculine
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calling in a partner
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building powerful sexual energy
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temptation
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sexual dynamics
“Waking up on Thursday I just thought, this might be my first day as a man.”
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Resources, people and ideas mentioned in this episode of In My Truth:
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Healing my asthma
“I can heal, I can stay healed, and I don’t have to be a slave to this thing that has been plaguing me my whole life.”
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Remember you’re not alone, and there is hope, even though it may not feel that way at times. Talk to someone, a friend or family member and let them support you. Reach out to a professional. Do whatever you need to do to start your journey back to feeling good.
Here are some resources I found on Google (because I am not a professional, these are not recommendations, just suggestions with love and empathy from me to you):
Lifeline (Australia): 13-11-14 is a confidential telephone crisis support service available 24/7 from a landline, payphone or mobile.
Beyond Blue (Australia): 1-300-22-4636 OR chat online between 3pm & 12am 7 days a week
No Shame On You (USA): 1-800-273-(TALK) 8255 OR text 741741 for a 24/7 crisis text line (a live, trained crisis counsellor receives the text and responds quickly) OR visit I’m Alive for 24/7 online crisis chat
National Suicide Prevention Lifeline (USA): 1-800-273-8255
Crisis Services (Canada): 1-833-456-4566 OR text 45645 between 4pm and 12am daily
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