I Wasn't Always Like This
I Wasn't Always Like This
Rev Rachel Hollander
An uplifting podcast about living with depression. Stories and reflections on how I keep on living my life. Gratefully.
Living With
What started out as a reflection on a cross-country drive with my Mom ended up being a reflection on what has been true about my life and this podcast all along....How I live with the darkness. Thank you for letting me share honestly with you. Hope it connects.
Dec 26, 2023
20 min
Look For The Helpers
This is a long one! Chronicling my journey to Texas to present at a conference and ALL of the adventures that ensued! Also, looking at the choices we have, in any given moment, as to how we want to be in the world. Suffering versus struggling, Thankful versus tantrums, seeking out ways to live with one another as Companions and helpers. During challenging times, this experience taught me so much about how I choose to move through my life. I hope it helps you as well. Thank you for listening.
Oct 19, 2023
42 min
Road Trips and Dad
A meandering journey of reflecting on the 17th of September, Maddie, my love of road trips, the return of "the worst roommate in the world," and - ultimately - about how I am always still learning to Surthrive in this life. Grateful, for all of it. Thank you for listening.
Sep 16, 2023
20 min
Tightrope Walking
A generous human shared some words he wrote with me and they inspired an onslaught of reflections, thoughts, and questions. The concept of choice, of how we think, of how we create, of how we live our lives....Yeah, it's all in there! And with a song as well. Thank you so much for listening!
Aug 26, 2023
19 min
A Weekend Full of Maddie
Although she often checks in with me, I had to share about this recent weekend I had that was simply full of Maddie! From a dream to the return of a piece of furniture to an engraved brick, Maddie reminded me of a truth that I always hold on to: That I am never alone. So Grateful for that.
Jul 22, 2023
18 min
The One I Feed
A sharing that spans the expanse from my foot in a boot to Black Holes. From Nietzsche to Hawking to an Indigenous Grandfather. This one may be short, it most definitely goes deep. This is what happens when I'm told to sit down for a few weeks! Thank you for taking the journey along with me.
Jul 7, 2023
22 min
All Inclusive
Exploring the concept of Both And and the experience of living life in the threshold. That learning curve of "no-longer-this-yet-not-quite-that-yet." Also known as Goo Time. Instead of life being one thing OR another, we walk through some examples of it being Both And. Along with a peppy song!
Apr 20, 2023
17 min
What Spring Brings
Spring is a problematic season for me. It always has been. However, this year, it is just a bit trickier. Please join me in a reflection about change, moving, discovery, and trust. And, did I mention change? Yeah, I know I did. Thank you for listening.
Mar 24, 2023
19 min
60 is the new 30
It's my birthday episode!  Please join me as I take stroll back through the decades ending in 3, beginning with the year I was born, 1963. Lessons learned, moments my heart was healed, opened, broken, and healed again. Love, loss, discovery, all that comes with the Pilgrimage that is this Life. Thank you for listening. And, please, have some cake.
Feb 24, 2023
26 min
What Scares Me
It's time to take a deep dive into the true confessions of what scares this reverend! Looking at fear – and a few acronyms for what that word might actually mean – with honesty and courage. From the basics – spiders and heights – to the "biggies": relationships and letting go, this episode is an encouragement for us to look at fear in a different way. To Forgive Edit And Refresh as we start this new year with a mission to Face Everything And Rise. 
Jan 20, 2023
22 min
Load more