The segment for the fictional talks have returned in season 2 of 'For A Pessimist, I'm Pretty Optimistic' with its third part. We then focus on the first book to the Heist series, called 'The Heist.' Nominated for a Watty on Wattpad in the Fanfiction category, and coming to a close about a few months ago, it's not over. Literally, the sequel like kicked off, so if you've read 'The Heist,' find 'The Second' on wattpad now. Anyway! Let's totally break it down, chapter by chapter, between the lines, and in the rawest form from my perspective as I wrote it. Come back to fic talks on 'FAPIPO' on some Saturdays this season, for a breakdown and analysis to each chapter for 'The Heist.'

the progressive, point of view on getting married and having kids had started off as a fictional end to a book i ended up saying goodbye to. living years of my life without ever thinking of it again, it became this trial and error of knowing, unknowing, and then knowing. as that is all over the place, i've gotten to the conclusion that to have these hopes in place, i had to heal from the moments that kept me away from fully being able to resonate with this idea all in all; though it was in the now i realized i had always thought and wondered about it at a young age without saying anything about the idea of marrying and having kids at all actually. so wow, this is actually like the first time i'm ever going to get into it and i'm really proud of myself for doing so, so here is the third episode to season two of 'for a pessimist, i'm pretty optimistic.'

Moose, also known as Moosie, Moosie-Choochie, Mochi-cho, Mooseter Booster, and Moose Sarmiento is the family dog, and has been since November of 2018. Since then, Moose has always felt like my younger brother, a doggo to look after and bask in time with. He is like the bestest friend I have, to be able to dedicate an episode on 'For A Pessimist, I'm Pretty Optimistic' to him means the absolute universe to me. 

there's moments when self growth can feel like there's a halt for me, though setbacks are never permanent, and in order to be able to move forward i believe thinking it through, and releasing what is no longer serving my energy is important.

episode twenty five is all about the tattoos i've gotten so far and the meaning behind the ink with me forever. i'd take all of them to the grave with me, that's all i know for sure. i also brainstorm some ideas for potential tattoos, woot woot.

i've been practicing with crystals for about three months now, and find they help with any negative energy that may overwhelm me. with a higher state of thinking, i've learned to trust positive feelings more than anything else, and simply by keeping a certain crystal i feel empowered by near me or in my palm, channeling positive energy within me and through these crystal gems make me feel safe and secure. without further ado, here are crystals i practice with and the positive energy they radiate; part two.

i've been practicing with crystals for about three months now, and find they help with any negative energy that may overwhelm me. with a higher state of thinking, i've learned to trust positive feelings more than anything else, and simply by keeping a certain crystal i feel empowered by near me or in my palm, channeling positive energy within me and through these crystal gems make me feel safe and secure. without further ado, here are crystals i practice with and the positive energy they radiate.

we're all human, and anxiety can come on pretty unexpectedly. what we can do is cope with it, and always hope for the best.

episode twenty one is all about the feeling of being in a funk. are we stuck in a rut? is it so bad that it'll feel permanent? in all honesty, whatever funk it may be, depression, a burnout, or the lowest of moods, it isn't permanent. in the mean time, what we all truly can do is self care, and find warmth in the littlest things that life hands us.

featuring the third segment on this podcast, comes the reading of my journals i've written through the years. the third journal i've written on my blog is about individualism; or in my very own definition, the embarking of our very own journey.