Dark Void Disco
Dark Void Disco
Minnamari
The mission of this podcast is to provide a space for meeting with the void, and to consciously connect with aspects that are often pushed into the shadows of the subconscious.This is a freely flowing podcast that consists of subjective reflections/ ramblings on subjects that I feel a need to express and create space for. The episodes range from the unpacking of memories and emotions to more general contemplations on reality, consciousness and life.If this resonates with you, you are welcome to join this space. Let's dance like no one is watching (they can't see us in the darkness anyway) and let our shadows come out to play. If we intentionallly engage with our suppressed sides, we can learn what they have to say before they start screaming. Let us go into the darkness with curiosity and playfulness.Welcome to Dark Void Disco.CONTENT WARNING: While my intention is to discuss challenging themes in a (mostly) gentle manner, this podcast does deal with themes that can be triggering, such as sexuality, depression and death. Feel into whether that is something you have space for at this moment.If you want to suggest a theme for an episode or have any other inquiries, send an email to [email protected] Patreon or Substack as a paid subscriber to access bonus episodes.Visit the podcast website for additional dimensions such as merch and written transcripts.Support the making of this podcast through PayPal.Check out Minnamari's other projects.
012 Weird
Some experiences of being weird, and judging others as weird. But what is weird anyway?
Sep 11, 2024
26 min
011 Privilege
Sitting with the shame of my privilege and landing in a place of acceptance.
Aug 30, 2024
32 min
010 Ocean of Emotions
Singing three sorrowful songs while floating in the Ocean of Emotions.***If you want to see the complete video performance with all five songs, and get access to a free audio file of "Alive", you can join my Patreon: www.patreon.com/minnamarihelmisaari You can find my music on bandcamp at www.minnamari.bandcamp.com or search for "Minnamari" on most music streaming sites.I am currently in the process of releasing these songs, so at the time of publishing this episode there isn't that much music out yet. But I will be releasing the full album in end of July 2024.
Jul 4, 2024
26 min
009 Unwanted
Exploring the root cause for my pattern of feeling unwanted or abandoned in my relationships.
Jun 7, 2024
38 min
008 Monster Mother
Coming to terms with being a "bad mother", and trying to understand the value of embracing both my creative and destructive power.This episode is intentionally released in May, which is Maternal Mental Health Month. In acknowledgement of this, I am sharing some links to the organization Postpartum Support International, which helped me gain my footing as a new mother.Donate to Postpartum Support Internationalhttps://www.postpartum.net/join-us/donate/Free online support meetings for parentshttps://www.postpartum.net/get-help/psi-online-support-meetings/
May 12, 2024
23 min
007 Addiction
Contemplating addiction and the different things I've been addicted to: Coffee. Alcohol. Games. Love. Work.
Apr 9, 2024
36 min
006 Failure
Failing to find any counterarguments to the notion that failure is a pathway to success.
Jan 26, 2024
29 min
005 Force and Flow
Elaborating on the connections between force and flow.
Dec 18, 2023
26 min
004 Money
Unpacking my contradicting thoughts and emotions around the concept of money, and trying to embrace the fearful creature inside of me.
Nov 29, 2023
24 min
003 Alienation
Bathtub contemplation on the theme of alienation and the space between the opposites. There is some background noise, so if that kind of thing annoys you, feel free to skip this episode. I decided to publish this anyway as a way to challenge my perfectionistic side.
Oct 23, 2023
29 min
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