
Some experiences of being weird, and judging others as weird. But what is weird anyway?
Sep 11, 2024
26 min

Sitting with the shame of my privilege and landing in a place of acceptance.
Aug 30, 2024
32 min

Singing three sorrowful songs while floating in the Ocean of Emotions.***If you want to see the complete video performance with all five songs, and get access to a free audio file of "Alive", you can join my Patreon: www.patreon.com/minnamarihelmisaari You can find my music on bandcamp at www.minnamari.bandcamp.com or search for "Minnamari" on most music streaming sites.I am currently in the process of releasing these songs, so at the time of publishing this episode there isn't that much music out yet. But I will be releasing the full album in end of July 2024.
Jul 4, 2024
26 min

Exploring the root cause for my pattern of feeling unwanted or abandoned in my relationships.
Jun 7, 2024
38 min

Coming to terms with being a "bad mother", and trying to understand the value of embracing both my creative and destructive power.This episode is intentionally released in May, which is Maternal Mental Health Month. In acknowledgement of this, I am sharing some links to the organization Postpartum Support International, which helped me gain my footing as a new mother.Donate to Postpartum Support Internationalhttps://www.postpartum.net/join-us/donate/Free online support meetings for parentshttps://www.postpartum.net/get-help/psi-online-support-meetings/
May 12, 2024
23 min

Contemplating addiction and the different things I've been addicted to: Coffee. Alcohol. Games. Love. Work.
Apr 9, 2024
36 min

Failing to find any counterarguments to the notion that failure is a pathway to success.
Jan 26, 2024
29 min

Unpacking my contradicting thoughts and emotions around the concept of money, and trying to embrace the fearful creature inside of me.
Nov 29, 2023
24 min

Bathtub contemplation on the theme of alienation and the space between the opposites.
There is some background noise, so if that kind of thing annoys you, feel free to skip this episode. I decided to publish this anyway as a way to challenge my perfectionistic side.
Oct 23, 2023
29 min
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