Coming to terms with being a "bad mother", and trying to understand the value of embracing both my creative and destructive power.This episode is intentionally released in May, which is Maternal Mental Health Month. In acknowledgement of this, I am sharing some links to the organization Postpartum Support International, which helped me gain my footing as a new mother.Donate to Postpartum Support International<a target="_blank" rel="noopener noreferrer nofollow" href="https://www.postpartum.net/join-us/donate/">https://www.postpartum.net/join-us/donate/</a>Free online support meetings for parents<a target="_blank" rel="noopener noreferrer nofollow" href="https://www.postpartum.net/get-help/psi-online-support-meetings/">https://www.postpartum.net/get-help/psi-online-support-meetings/</a>

009 Unwanted

The mission of this podcast is to provide a space for meeting with the void, and to consciously connect with aspects that are often pushed into the shadows of the subconscious.This is a freely flowing podcast that consists of subjective reflections/ ramblings on subjects that I feel a need to express and create space for. The episodes range from the unpacking of memories and emotions to more general contemplations on reality, consciousness and life.If this resonates with you, you are welcome to join this space. Let's dance like no one is watching (they can't see us in the darkness anyway) and let our shadows come out to play. If we intentionallly engage with our suppressed sides, we can learn what they have to say before they start screaming. Let us go into the darkness with curiosity and playfulness.Welcome to Dark Void Disco.CONTENT WARNING: While my intention is to discuss challenging themes in a (mostly) gentle manner, this podcast does deal with themes that can be triggering, such as sexuality, depression and death. Feel into whether that is something you have space for at this moment.If you want to suggest a theme for an episode or have any other inquiries, send an email to disco@mysterious.studioJoin Patreon or Substack as a paid subscriber to access bonus episodes.Visit the podcast website for additional dimensions such as merch and written transcripts.Support the making of this podcast through PayPal.Check out Minnamari's other projects.