The “Million Miles Away” movie motivation controversial take

"it's okay, I think it's sexy when a man has a bit of pudge on them..." 

A bit of pudge! ... She was being way too kind ...I was fat! 

She was just being nice, that amazing wife of mine. 
She deserved better. 
She deserved to have a husband that wasn't fat, ugly and disgusting. 

She deserved the hot bod I had when she fell in love with me. 

She deserved someone that had low energy and was a crappy lover in bed. 

Someone that didn't feel so self-conscious and unattractive.  

It had been years since I let her see me with my shirt off. 
It was months since I've stepped on a scale.
 I wasn't comfortable.
 I didn't feel attractive in her eyes, no matter what she said. 

How did it come to this. I used to be so hot. So sexy. So ripped living life as a Personal Trainer and Bodybuilder. 

I had found my dream girl. The love of my life. The most beautiful woman I've ever met loved me as much as I did her. 

She said "Yes" to spending our life together, betroved to one another. 

I got comfortable. I got complacent. I let myself go. I put on weight. 
Became a chubby hubby. 
 
I stopped and started so many diets, plans, and routines, but no matter what I did, I just couldn't stick with it. 

"How..." I asked myself as I looked at my bulging "ice-cream" belly and man-boobs in the mirror...

..."How did I fall so far?" 

This show has been me documenting my journey of transforming from chubby hubby to hot hubby. 

With all the insights, mistakes, and secrets unlocked along the way that I'll share with you. 

C