to document myself
to document myself
to document myself
Warsan Shire writes: “document the moments when you feel most in love with yourself - what you're wearing, who you're around, what you're doing. recreate and repeat.” i‘ve started to document myself in response. it’s a space to bring to the outside the many thoughts that i have about myself and the vastness of life. it’s somewhat of an audio-journal and a space to work through and think through things; to see, hear and find myself. what a joy, what an honour, what a delight to behold myself to savour to drink myself in there is an intimacy here, between me and socials: @nozimanga_
it’s the depression and anxiety for me <<<
the title is the chat tbqh, just chatting through how i’ve been going through it. references Noname – Don’t Forget About Me “It took years of vomiting up all the filth I’d been taught about myself, and half-believed, before I was able to walk on the earth as though I had a right to be here.” – James Baldwin 2 Corinthians 4:8-9. The Bible, English Standard Version. Disturbed – The Sound of Silence. although, the version my choir was probably referencing is the one by Simon &amp; Garfunkel
Nov 19, 2022
19 min
allow me to introduce myself (or zazise) part 2
this is a follow-up from my previous episode where i engage feedback i’ve gotten from you and provide some clarifications and additions. references Bibi Bakare-Yusuf. “Fanon Can’t Dance: The Antiphonies of The Gaze”, ch. 5 in her PhD Dissertation, In Sea of Memory: Embodiment and Agency in the Black Diaspora. (2000) 1 Corinthians 13:9. Amplified Bible. Queer Africa: New and collected fiction(2013), edited by Karen Martin and Makhosazana Xaba Thandi Ntuli, To My Own Self available from SoundCloud on: https://soundcloud.com/thandintuli/to-my-own-self
Sep 2, 2022
17 min
allow me to introduce myself
introductions are always a great place to start and this is my attempt at engaging the "who am i?" question. i start off by exploring the limitations of the ways in which we engage that question and then get into it: what's my name? how old am i? how many siblings do i have? in which direction am i orientated? do i have a gender identity? references: Moses Sumney - boxes Tshisimani Pocket Queerpedia available to download in English, Afrikaans and isiXhosa from: https://www.tshisimani.org.za/2021/02/16/pocket-queerpedia-download/
Aug 11, 2022
19 min
to document myself
trailer intro for 'to document myself'
Aug 10, 2022
59 sec