Technically it's a penny for 'my' thoughts, a thirty-four minutes penny actually (if that makes sense). I have given up on trying to save face at this point, too much brutal honesty in the form of raw sadness or something. Okay, no more spoilers.

This episode is nothing but a 36 minute rant because -? You'll know if you listen to the episode intro segment. There's no editing, nothing, just pure raw emotion and some circular sentences. My podcast, my rules.

The title pretty much sums it up. This episode is more of an elaborate answer to the question "how was your day". Please use headphones and of course increase the playback speed if I'm putting you to sleep but somehow you still want to listen through. All my love.

I feel I gave it away in the title but yes so I took a drop year and this is my post 2 months phase update of sorts. I understand other people's situation much better now and it's so not easy keeping up with this. I hope this talk sess with myself conveys itself well.

It was 1 a.m. and I had thoughts. so I shared. Consider this a contribution to my audio journal (I don't have any but one day I'll make a YouTube channel which would be pretty cool).

This is something I recorded one morning after having a conversation with a friend which made me realise how trust issues and inability to see things and people differently can be a huge problem. Hope you like it!

This is an episode with cumulative crush stories over the years so that I can quickly get to my favorite and also the last one (plus the most courageous one) for this series. By the way, one of the boys from this episode stood me up once and I think you'll be able to guess who(?)

butterflies max

Context: The said person gave me a chocolate once and simp me decided to preserve it as a memory. Typing this is giving me max cringe right now, WHAT AM I DOING!

Dont judge just yet, there's plenty more to come