This chapter discusses my gay identity, celibacy, gay culture and what i need from men, connecting sexual maturity to sexuality

More drama at Plessy and moving out of New York for good!!!

This chapter deals with forgiveness and forgiving those individuals who did me wrong

Continuation of part 1 of losing ny mind and going back to therapy trying to stay sober

Child just listen the shit gets real with these vipers. I really thought i was losing my mind

Work issues at the youth mentor job. Discrimination at work, not feeling validated

Drama at my Masters Program with university and experiencing discrimination

I was just angry with god and this is how it cane out!! Trying to understand the will of God, trying to suppress gay people, tired of humanity, going crazy, letting go, clinging to life and death,

The suffering feeling of addiction, consequences and a culture of shame, wisdom and understanding will power, free will

Religious confusion, dealing with gay sex maniacs, wanting to belong