The Manic Panda Podcast Podcast

The Manic Panda Podcast

Virginia and Matthew Hodson
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Join wife and husband Virginia (C-PTSD, Bipolar Type 1) and Matthew (C-PTSD, ADHD, Autism) in a conversational setting as we discuss mental health, narcissism, sex, relationships, furbabies, childhood trauma, and living in a Neurospicy couple with funny stories and lessons learned that makes life worth living. From sad, stirring and emotional topics, to jokes and uncontrollable laughter, join us as we explore life and try to make this world a little better for us all. Have a wonderful day, everyone. Make it count! Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/themanicpandapodcast/support
Episode 28 - Unmasking Love
Hi everyone! On this episode Virginia and Matthew discuss love, arguments leading to further discoveries and growth as individuals and as a couple, and plenty of laughs. Here are further topics discussed on this episode: V gets new glasses! Pharmaceuticals and toxic US products Living in Trump country, blending in Motorboatin' booby traps Israel, Palestine, and America one day confessing all the blackmail other countries have on us Navigating identity, race, and mental health in relationships What if V's parents got divorced; would things have improved? Hyperfixations and addictions Individual therapy and when couples therapy is necessary Impact of childhood trauma on relationships Cannabis VS Alcohol for Autistic masking Unmasking at a party and being someone your partner doesn't recognize Unmasking after a lifetime, finding yourself Discovering your partner after 11 years, starting over Expressing love with Bipolar, ADHD, Autism and PTSD Us not finding ourselves beautiful or handsome and why we fell for each other on our first date --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/themanicpandapodcast/support
Jun 2
2 hr 12 min
Episode 27 - The Haunted Torta
Hi everyone! On this episode Virginia and Matthew delve into a wide range of serious to funny topics. Topics discussed on this episode include: Clarifying exploring one's sexuality The meaning of "peaking" for those that can't move forward The importance of vulnerability and sharing experiences COVID: how it impacted, revealed or deepened unhealthy relationships and toxic people Universal healthcare and equal access Overcoming suicidal thoughts and finding strength in humor The importance of therapy and finding the right therapist Forgiveness and healing Finding joy in other's misery and letting go of anger Importance of emotionally healthy parents and mother/father figure roles Beliefs and religion Personal haunting, ghosts and spiritual experiences Our own mischievous behavior and pets --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/themanicpandapodcast/support
May 21
2 hr 10 min
Episode 26 - Bicurious
Hi everyone! On this episode, as a part two in discussing sexuality, we go through a slew of topics. Topics discussed in this episode include: Letting go of control, and understanding the source of why you need control Struggles with codependency Rebuilding a relationship and finding a better version of oneself Learning to live as a couple and being the adult of the house Exploring sexuality and self discovery Breaking down bisexuality: Stigma and Misconceptions The importance of trust and honesty in relationships The fluidity of of sexual attraction Support and acceptance for the bisexual and Trans community Reclaiming your sexuality Open relationships and open marriages Understanding consent and pleasure Exploring kinks, fetishes, and consent in the kink community Impact of sexual abuse and overcoming shame Taking responsibility for well-being Cannabis use and Ozempic Personal growth and self care, including oral hygiene after a terrible dental experience Bonus Note: product discussed for creating deeper dialogue with your partner and relationships "Healthier Together: The Deck - Conversations for Creating Your Healthiest, Happiest Life" --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/themanicpandapodcast/support
May 17
2 hr
Episode 25 - God, I'm Horny
Hi everyone! Today's episode we get hot and heavy and weird. Here are some of the topics discussed on this episode: Remembering dates and birthdays Family dynamics and the impact of trauma Our definition of God, the Universe, and the Galactic Butterfly Our view of Jesus and the Miracles Narcissistic Abuse: Parental vs. Romantic Childhood experiences with masturbation Sex vs. Love Making: Connecting on a deeper level Unpleasant and traumatic sexual encounters as a man and a woman Struggles with sex after trauma The importance of open conversations about sex --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/themanicpandapodcast/support
May 14
1 hr 41 min
Episode 24 - Bubbleguts
Hi everyone! Lots discussed in this one, and lots of laughs. Plus, think we finally figured out the microphone issue. In this episode, we discuss: - Being an aging Millenial - Fascination with celebrities and escaping into reality - Finding happiness and fulfillment - Being a hairy woman, the ideal homewrecker - ADHD hyperfocus and Bipolar mania similarities - Navigating narcissistic family and cutting ties - Importance of empathy and validation - Taking care of yourself and looking younger, hoping for a collagen sponsor - Men not showing emotions and sharing them with their partner - Trauma is Trauma - And imaginary food bubbleguts Have a great everyone! Make it count. --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/themanicpandapodcast/support
May 13
1 hr 34 min
Episode 23 - Ramble On
Hello, everyone! Today Virginia and Matthew discuss a wide array of topics. Ranging from bipolar rage, holding on to anger, alcoholism and addiction, family, and some funny moments as well. --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/themanicpandapodcast/support
May 1
1 hr 32 min
Episode 22 - Tamagotchis
Hello everyone! Virginia and Matthew discuss the passing of their first furbaby, Lila, rescuing and adopting three more furbabies: Canela, Ma, and Cuttles. Speak about their personalities, impacts of loss, the adoption process, creating a safe environment and how it's improved our healing. Plus, we discuss why we have chosen not to have children, though admire the wonderful parents out there. --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/themanicpandapodcast/support
Apr 22
1 hr 56 min
Episode 21 - Back, Back, Back Again
Hello, everyone, both new and OG! After a year away, Virginia and I are back and discuss our intentions with this podcast. We discuss our newfound diagnoses, sexuality, communication and relationship roles, flaws in ourselves we are overcoming and what's next on our podcast journey. Please like and subscribe. --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/themanicpandapodcast/support
Apr 16
2 hr 1 min
Episode: 20 - "Your Mother Never Loved You!"
Today we discuss Virginia's covert narcissistic mom calling us yesterday, the conversation, and leaving a voicemail full of nonstop gaslighting. Also, V got her mood stabilizer upped, her therapy session today and how our dog Lila mysteriously pooped in four spots 30 feet apart. Visit our Instagram to listen to the voicemail: @themanicpandapodcast --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/themanicpandapodcast/support
Jul 1, 2022
59 min
Episode: 19 - Fat B****** Beware
Virginia and I discuss how we've been hanging out with friends, V needing a med increase, how much should a therapist share with a client, people whose entire lives revolve around trauma and healing, and when fat people body shame other fat people. --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/themanicpandapodcast/support
Jun 18, 2022
59 min
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