Alyssa believes the house in Usonia she grew up in still holds her energy which is what attracts filmmakers to it - She remembers the drama and theatrics - she is sent to Professional Children's School in NYC and tries to figure out how to get home - and the friends she made along the way who provided her with a safe place to beSupport the show (http://paypal.me/jalyssasjuice)

Alyssa has a quick and candid convo with James Sklar which gets silly - Alyssa sings her song "It Happened" Support the show (http://paypal.me/jalyssasjuice)

Alyssa takes an art therapy class - creates a mantra to calm her anxiety about having surgery - draws her spirit animals for protection - and is not surprised Ben Stiller has chosen her parents house (where she grew up) to film his new projectSupport the show (http://paypal.me/jalyssasjuice)

Alyssa thinks life on earth is a miracle - wishes ancient wisdom was preserved and taught - encounters a lizard with a messageSupport the show (http://paypal.me/jalyssasjuice)

Alyssa is on a mission to find sourdough bread - Halloween is all around her - thinks how the songs she grew up with would be different now lyrically Support the show (http://paypal.me/jalyssasjuice)

Alyssa is a recovering from seeing the glass as half empty - meditates on the beauty of her favorite swimming hole and chants at the full moonSupport the show (http://paypal.me/jalyssasjuice)

Alyssa gives up time - Gets shticky with strangers and puts the past aside to celebrate her mom.Support the show (http://paypal.me/jalyssasjuice)

Alyssa becomes obsessed with pillows - gets a knitting tutor - realizes its all about Perspective.Support the show (http://paypal.me/jalyssasjuice)

Alyssa catches a case of the “What if’s !?” and how she deals with it - explores grain free flour alternatives - and rememberers Bloom the organic eco friendly restaurant she had in 2006 with her husband then laid to rest.Support the show (http://paypal.me/jalyssasjuice)

Alyssa asks commercial fishing companies why they don’t use the same massive nets they catch and deplete the oceans of fish and sea life with to catch all the pollution? She recalls a benefit show she produced for Bernie Sanders and experience comedian Ted Alexandro perform.Support the show (http://paypal.me/jalyssasjuice)