The Last 365 days.  It's been a journey and I am too happy to share it with you. 

I do not know how to Grive.  This episode was recorded in April 2022 How do we move on as if nothing had happened?  How do we communicate to people Grieve?  How do you handle the death of seasons, friendships.  This episode is a tribute to Philip Imade. I love you so much.   Philip recommended the song Yes I will.  God- Friendships-Family If you are in this season, we are praying for you. I love you

Intro. Have you had a life defining moment that changed your view towards life? Well! we have! We would be sharing our journey with you and showing you ways Yahweh helped us.  Stay connected and we love you.

This is the  Final Episode of Our Journey to Abba's Heart. On this episode I had a conversation with Minkir on the topic For the One. I enjoyed this recording because it made me see the Father's Love in another dimension. I learnt the importance of extending grace to others with the same measure to which it was given to me as a gift. Eph 2:8 Minkir shared: "We always make mistakes and give the excuse that we're human, but Jesus knows we're flawed. He's telling us that we can be perfect if we renew our minds and accept Him as our father." Matthew 5:48:  Be perfect, therefore, as your Heavenly Father is perfect Reference Scripture for this topic is Mathew 18: 12. What do you think about this? A man has a hundred sheep. One of them is lost. Will he not leave the ninety-nine sheep on the hills and go to look for the one that is lost? Yes, he will. 1 Peter 2:25 says that: For you were like sheep going astray, but have now returned to the Shepherd and Overseer of your souls. This is the link to Minkir's Medium post. Make sure you clap *winks https://dawakiminkir.medium.com/for-the-one-7e6ff1786bcf You are Loved.  Let's go after the One and if you are the One, welcome Home!!!!!! Jesus loves Youuuuuuuuu

How can Yahweh be a loving God and a consuming fire? I don’t understand the combination. How was I to see His Love in the death of my father ? I got so frustrated, one day my mum asked : Jess let’s go to church I replied mummy if you force me I would leave the faith completely. In this episode, I shared how I learnt to play religion. I often asked in distrust , If God is so loving why would He be so strict and mean. Timothy Keller replied in a podcast ‘The Love of God’: Jess If you had a child  who goes about hurting and shooting people and the society would you let him? Isn’t there love in correction? My fears revealed the true state of my heart towards God and what I wanted Him to be . https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/timothy-keller-sermons-podcast-by-gospel-in-life/id352660924?i=1000550783303 Jackie Hill Perry seconded in her book Holier than Thou . God cannot be indifferent towards sin . He is Holy and His Justice is Holy. Nowwww! My heart is deep into Him . Everyday draws me deeper . I am so In Love! I can’t pretend. I love Yahweh, I am so real with Him, I hear Him. I rest in Him. I am born of His Spirit,  adopted and I bear His Last name : Jessica Abba My identity is birth in Him. The old things have passed away. I learnt about the Good news of the gospel through Pastor Eva Dan-Yusuf https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/thestudyroom-podcast/id1523971756?i=1000485242534 But it didn’t just start like that, my journey into Him started lost when I…. click the link

How do you accept the Father's love if you've never experienced it?  How do you accept the Father's love is you have battled with rejection and suicidal ideation.  The moment my dad walked out, to me he was dead. ..... I started understanding the Father's love.

Journey to Abba's Heart  Dealing with child hurt, neglect.

We did it! This is the final episode of the I am Starting series.  Thank You Abba.  Isaiah 58:11- Where God guides, He provides.  I love You.  Thank you. 

It’s one thing to start a project It’s another thing to start again after you failed the first time. It’s so easy to walk away and get a fresh start But to accept the result To go back and strive again To dig again is just on another level A level only God can lead But I think I was hurt because I knew that God could help and do the miraculous so why did I have to go through this I wasn’t playing, so why I was sad, hurt and broken On this episode It’s about starting again Or should I say the break down after starting with enthusiasm  Yahweh held me close and listened Yahweh wiped my tears.

Thank you Abba  Thank You for Your love Thank You for 2021 Thank You for 2022 We Love You.