A recording of me and my friend Ben Dean, author of "Uncover Satan, Recover Thyself" having a chat about Satanic Recovery in the midst of the covid pandemic.

Ohhhh who wants to listen to a couple sit and talk about their problems....? Well this came out as a very interesting episode about togetherness and working as a team in a relationship with some nasty jibes and sarcasm but all in all pure silly love.  

Post capitol riot, in middle of covid, and after the social media ban of Trump Dad was struggling with ideas and concepts of tech censorship so DA Ben sat down to offer some interesting insights on the topic. 

Kelly & Grant got married, we talk about marriage, future, the past, and the events that lead to episode 13 & 14. Probably not interesting to anyone except immediate family. 

Kelly is still seeking higher level of mental health care and Dad is seething in loneliness and listening to Pat the Bunny. Listen to your tone deaf father sing his favorite songs and explain the gravity of their lyrics to his soul with some emotional processing.  Trigger Warning: Terrible singing / addiction / trauma discussed

I picture my sobriety as a house foundation, 4 walls and a roof. This last week has ripped the roof and 3 walls off. I'm standing exposed to the world more than I have been in a long time....the remaining wall is crumbling and the foundation is shaking. This episode Dad talks about his failure and what is happening right now.  Trigger Warning: Sexual Abuse & Trauma are discussed at length and to great detail

Dad and Kelly sit down and continue the exploration of Ben Dean's "Uncover Satan Recover Thyself" and read the daily agnostic meditations. We talk religion, recovery, addiction and life!

2019 was a big year. Tons of shit happened. Good and Bad but nothing compared to the bullshit 2020 brought us. Kelly and Dad sit down and recap the last year together and the horrible events of 2020 so far!

May 25th 2020, the world rightfully erupted in disgust at the video of Geroge Floyd being murdered on camera by a police officer and 3 other stood by allowing it to happen. Since then peaceful protests have begun in all 50 states and many have turned into riots. Right now racial tensions are high and it is more than ever obvious we as a society must change.  River, this podcast is an endeavor to teach you perspective so you can make informed healthy decisions. Dad sits down with a good friend, Cam and we have an honest straight forward discussion about being a young black man in America.  I hope this offers a perspective to River and anyone listening to broaden your perspective on white privilege, life, and humanity. 

Quarantine 2020! Continuing recovery, locked in or not. Reading "Uncover Satan, Recover Thy Self" by Ben Dean because it's the best recovery book I've ever read.