What are the sides to grief that nobody talks about? Lauren and Christie find out this week on Tea At Four. Nicky joins us to share her experience of losing her husband, and how her grief changed her reality. She tells us about 'Widow's Fire', why grief makes you crave you life, and how she turned this experience into a dating app for widows. In a completely candid chat, we break the taboo on intimacy after death, sex life in your 50's, and being aware of your dead partner watching you have fun...You can find Nicky at @nickywakewidow, and if you looking for dating help after loss be sure to look into WidowsFire and Chapter 2.If you want to suggest a guest for us to have on Tea At Four, let us know at @[email protected], or DM us on Insta @teaatfourpod x