One green Living Bible. One furious teenager with zero faith. One question asked in a locked room because there’s nothing left to try. That’s where Heidi starts, and it’s why this story hits so hard: spiritual guidance doesn’t show up as a polished “belief journey,” it shows up as a gritty survival tool you can test when you’re angry, skeptical, and exhausted. I walk through how a woman from Young Life, Carla Cup, pulls me aside in 1984 and gives me a simple practice for discernment: put y...