You know exactly what needs to change in your life in order for you to be at peace with yourself. Waiting or delaying this change to another time that is not the present, is a fear based response that you most pay attention to. There is a narrative that is telling you that you are not worthy of the change yet. You most ignore these voices and begin with small steps everyday towards your goal. Waiting is your ego trying to keep alive a version of you that no longer serves your higher self.