Jake has received static filled calls from his old house, Wayne has been visited by a little girl, and Tony gives an update on the woman living at his mom's house.  All of these stories and more in our Podcast of Horror 4. Meanwhile back in 1996 Alex and Jason can't believe the youth group has opted out of Jason's Harvest Party to go to a haunted house. What is this world coming too?

When someone dies by suicide, do they go to hell? In this episode we explore that question through the stories of Andrew Stoecklein, Amy Bleuel, and Matthew Warren, three notable christians who’ve recently died by suicide. We also talk to Steve Austin, author of “Catching Your Breath” and “From a Pastor to a Psych Ward,” about his near death by suicide, as well as therapist and co-host of the CXMH podcast, Robert Vore, on how the church can help. Steve Austin - https://catchingyourbreath.com Robert Vore - https://www.robert-vore.com God’s God This - https://www.godsgotthis.com Connect with NYPP Facebook, Instagram, Twitter @notyourpastors Support us to get access to full length interviews for just 1 dollar a month patreon.com/notyourpastors For a full list of resources used in the making of this episode, please visit: https://www.notyourpastors.com/post/you-have-no-idea-exploring-christian-suicide-w-steve-austin-and-robert-vore

Sometimes you just have to change things up! This is our last transmission before we switch show formats. Thank you for your continued support, we hope you like the new format starting May 1st, 2019. In the meantime visit our new website www.notyourpastors.com and sign our guestbook! facebook, twitter, instagram @notyourpastors Support us on Patreon www.patreon.com/notyourpastors Thank You!

Kerri is the daughter of the BTK (Bind, Torture, Kill) serial killer, Dennis Rader. From 1974 to 1991 BTK claimed 10 victims. Not only that, he taunted the police and terrorized the citizens of Wichita Kansas through the media releasing photos and evidence of his victims looking for fame and notoriety. But that's not the only way Kerri is choosing to remember him. Her dad lived a double life, and now Kerri lives with PTSD, depression, and anxiety wrestling the good memories of her father and the secret villain that he was. Through the work of God in her life, Kerri has become an advocate for victims of abuse, crime, and trauma, sharing her journey of hope, healing, faith, and forgiveness and we're excited to share it with you! Get her book wherever books are sold! “A Serial Killer's Daughter: My Story of Faith, Love, and Overcoming” Find Kerri on Twitter, Facebook, Instagram | @kerrirawson Support us on Patreon! | www.patreon.com/notyourpastors Twitter, Facebook, Instagram | @notyourpastors Email: [email protected] Music: Background: “My Mood Always” by Broke For Free Intro: Bringing Down Broadway Break: “Something Elated” by Broke For Free Outro: “Enthusiast” by Tours Music Links http://freemusicarchive.org

After growing up religious and then leaving his faith behind, Pastor Brandon Carleton started to feel like he was throwing the baby out with the bathwater. After years of deconstructing, then reconstructing his beliefs, he began to ask questions like: Is there a way to cut through religious dogma and create authentic community? What would it look like to lead from a position of not having all the answers? What if much of what we are so often taught about the Bible is only one of many ways to interpret the text? This vulnerable and contemplative book offers hope to anyone who has felt excommunicated from a traditional faith system. Through stories of trial and error, Brandon Carleton presents a different approach to faith, pastoring, and ultimately, how to find religion meaningful again. www.meaningfulagain.com Support us on Patreon! | www.patreon.com/notyourpastors Twitter, Facebook, Instagram | @notyourpastors Email: [email protected] Music: Intro: Bringing Down Broadway Break: “Something Elated” by Broke For Free Outro: “Enthusiast” by Tours

Christina Spaeth is a Speech-Language Pathologist who works with the birth-to-three population in Racine County, Wisconsin. She regularly encounters parents as they are just beginning their disability journey with their child. Her 27 year old sister also has Angelman Syndrome, a rare genetic syndrome that causes many problems, chiefly a severe cognitive disability. Christina has experienced the good and the bad when it comes to the church and disability. Listen as she gives some enlightening advice to the church on becoming disability inclusive. Below are some links provided by Christina. https://themighty.com/2014/11/when-i-realized-my-older-sister-is-different/ https://themighty.com/2016/02/i-rode-the-short-bus/ https://www.keyministry.org/church4everychild/2018/10/2/be-a-church-that-requires-no-pre-apology Support us on Patreon! | www.patreon.com/nypp Twitter | @NYPastors #NYPPulpit Facebook | @NotYourPastor Instagram | @NYPP Email: [email protected] Music: Intro: Bringing Down Broadway Break: “Something Elated” by Broke For Free Outro: “Enthusiast” by Tours

Sometimes people are difficult to love, from manipulative drug addicts, to overprotective parents, to that super political uncle everyone seems to have, to your little ones stuck at home on a snow day during a polar vortex. Sometimes people are hard to love, we talk about that from a ministry and family stand point and share some things that have helped us. As always we’d love to hear your input, what’s helped you? Ted Talk on death https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rbnBe-vXGQM Support us on Patreon! | www.patreon.com/nypp Twitter | @NYPastors #NYPPulpit Facebook | @NotYourPastor Instagram | @NYPP If you’d like to contribute a sermon to our Pulpit project, please visit our patreon page for details, or e-mail us at [email protected] Music: https://www.bensound.com, http://freemusicarchive.org/music/Tours/Enthusiast/ Intro/Outro music Bringing Down Broadway

The bible text only has one meaning... but it’s certainly not black and white! In this episode we share some tips that we’ve picked up along the way to help us interpret the bible. Be it what our mentors taught us, the John MacArthur sermons we inhaled, or the latest Rob Bell book, we use it all and want to help you on your way! Support us on Patreon! | www.patreon.com/nypp Twitter | @NYPastors #NYPPulpit Facebook | @NotYourPastor Instagram | @NYPP If you’d like to contribute a sermon to our Pulpit project, please visit our patreon page for details, or e-mail us at [email protected] Music: https://www.bensound.com, http://freemusicarchive.org/music/Tours/Enthusiast/ Intro/Outro music Bringing Down Broadway

What age did you start going to church or your relationship with God? What age should you? Was it positive or damaging? What about our kids? What’s the age of accountability? We talk about all that and more! Support us on Patreon! | www.patreon.com/nypp Twitter | @NYPastors #NYPPulpit Facebook | @NotYourPastor Instagram | @NYPP If you’d like to contribute a sermon to our Pulpit project, please visit our patreon page for details, or e-mail us at [email protected] Music: https://www.bensound.com, http://freemusicarchive.org/music/Tours/Enthusiast/ Intro/Outro music Bringing Down Broadway

Happy New Year! lets talk about sin! Jason had a sick holiday while Alex did some reorganizing with Marie Kondo and lusting after AquaMan.