The summer and fall of 1969 were eventful: I stayed with the Chief Justice of the US, met the President of the US, expanded my gay world journey.

This is a song that was produced for our fortieth anniversary.  Also included is another song that Freddie produced for my Podcast, Stained Fortune.

Clearing up the mess Doc had made.  Doc giving me loads of gay newspapers. Stonewall Riots in NYC.  Invited to Lee's house for dinner.

Clearing up my relationship with John. Telling my "secret" to my mom.

I traveled down to Miami again for the weekend and met up with Doc. We went to the gay bar he promised me.

John wants to meet up with me and talk. We talk about what happened the night of the frat party. We travel to the beach and it seemed like all my dreams were about to come true.

Continuing to have a traffic jam in my head regarding being gay. Meet up with my priest, Father Steve. John coming back to talk and more.

I am in turmoil because of John. He doesn't think the two of us should continue playing around.

My first same sex experience was in the backseat of my car. In the heat of it we were busted by the campus cops.

Fall of 1969, my third year of college. Having my first gay experience and dealing with all the non-acceptance.