I WANTED TO SHARE MY FEELINGS THAT'S WHY I MADE THIS VIDEOS it's HARD FOR ME TO WRITE IT DOWN HERE BECAUSE I DONT TO HOW TO PUT MY FEELINGS INTO WORDS. I'LL KEEP MAKING THESE VIDEOS UNTIL AN UNLESS I GET OVER THIS HARD PHASES. BECAUSE I CANT SHARE MY FEELINGS TO ANYONE , NOBODY UNDERSTANDS WHAT I AM GOING THROUGH. ALL THEY SAY IS THAT "THINGS WILL BE OK AFTER SOMETIME " FROM PAST 5 MONTHS I AM GOING THROUGH THIS PHASE. THINGS ARE GETTING BETTER I THINK, BUT AT TIMES IT BECOMES SO HARD TO TACKLE THIS Cover art photo provided by SwapnIl Dwivedi on Unsplash: https://unsplash.com/@momentance