My Chaotic Journal
My Chaotic Journal
René Behnk
This is my chaotic journal and also my third attempt in podcasting. I just talk about things that are on my mind and that's mostly topics like education, politics and the current situation of the world I'm living in. Basically it's a journey through my head and my life. So if you like messy stuff make yourself a home and keep on listening!
Freedeom Day and my personal limbo
Let’s talk about some more random thoughts that keep me up at night! This episode is about Irelands freedom day, almost every restriction is lifted and we’re almost back to normal… Well almost. I’m also going to talk politics, again, but from a different angle.  I flagged this episode as explicit because I’m using bad language.
Jan 24, 2022
35 min
Teasering the second season, pride month and some other random stuff
Season two! I decided that I’m going to stop apologizing for messing up the posting schedule and leave everything behind to start over with a new season. Seems like this is kinda like my new thing, I just leave things and start something new. On the this episode we’re going to talk about what’s going to happen with this podcast, pride month and how crazy my life became.  I flagged this episode as explicit because I still haven’t learned to talk without bad words. 
Jun 26, 2021
34 min
Episode five - Pandemic, freedom of speech and my dad
Since I figured out that I still have this podcast and basically nothing to talk about, I went through my archive and found a lot of recordings that never have been published, so here we are! Listen to my last recording from Germany. You can hear me talk about personal choices, democracy, freedom of speech and how that relates to my dad.  Oh and just to be sure, I rated this episode as explicit, because in some parts I used quite a few bad words… I’m sorry, english is not my first language.
Mar 1, 2021
36 min
Episode Four - A quick recap and why I messed up the posting schedule
Let's do a quick recap on what's going on in my life. I moved to Portugal... and yeah, I moved to Portugal. Who could've known that moving to another country could be more complicated than it seems. Was it a good choice? I don't know, but I'm going to figure that out sooner or later anyway. Oh and just to be sure, I rated this episode as explicit, because in  some parts I used quite a few bad words… I’m sorry, english is not my  first language.
Feb 28, 2021
15 min
NYE Special!
If you have nothing better to do than listening to Podcasts on NYE, here’s a special one for you!  This horrible year is almost over and lets hope for the best. 
Dec 31, 2020
8 min
Episode three - Poor life choices, motivation and living in a small town as the weird one
Guess what, I got another episode for you! Directly from my mouth to your ears. This time I’m talking about poor life choices and the motivation that could come from that.  It’s basically a trip through my ability to reflect things … Could be interesting…  Oh and just to be sure, I rated this episode as explicit, because in some parts I used quite a few bad words… I’m sorry, english is not my first language. 
Dec 25, 2020
17 min
Episode 2 - The Rona, x-mas and personal responsibilities
I made a second episode! On this episode I talk about personal responsibilities, the rona and Christmas… And I was a little bit too close to the mic and I’m still trying to figure out how editing could work in my favor so we all have to live with the weird audio.  Basically I’m talking about how angry I am, but it’s linked to the current situation, so for me it counts as an episode.  If you’re into weird and messy make yourself a home and keep on listening.  Oh and just to be sure, I rated this episode as explicit, because in some parts I used quite a few bad words… I’m sorry, english is not my first language. 
Dec 21, 2020
32 min
First Episode ... Well, not really
This is the very first episode of my Podcast … well, not really… for you its the first one, for me its the millionth attempt. But I haven’t slept that much and I don’t care about being judged so here we are.  Actually it's not even an episode, it's more or less just an introduction to whatever is going on here.  If you’re into weird and messy make yourself a home and keep on listening. 
Dec 21, 2020
16 min