
मुझसे पहली सी मोहब्बत मिरी महबूब न मांग मैने समझा था कि तू है तो दरख़्शां है हयात तेरा ग़म है तो गम-ए-दहर का झगड़ा क्या है तेरी सूरत से है आलम में बहारों को सबात तेरी आँखों के सिवा दुनिया मे रक्खा क्या है तू जो मिल जाये तो तक़दीर निगूँ हो जाये यूँ न था, मैने फ़क़त चाहा था यूँ हो जाये और भी दुख हैं ज़माने में मोहब्बत के सिवा राहते और भी हैं वस्ल की राहत के सिवा अनगिनत सदियों से तारीक़ बहीमाना तिलिस्म रेशम-ओ-अतलस-ओ-कमख़्वाब में बुनवाए हुए जा-ब-जा बिकते हुए कूचा-ए-बाज़ार में जिस्म ख़ाक में लिथड़े हुए, ख़ून मे नहलाये हुए जिस्म निकले हुए अमराज़ के तन्नूरों से पीप बहती हुई गलते हुए नासूरों से लौट जाती है उधर को भी नज़र क्या कीजे अब भी दिलकश है तेरा हुस्न मगर क्या कीजे और भी दुख हैं ज़माने मे मोहब्बत के सिवा राहतें और भी हैं वस्ल की राहत के सिवा मुझसे पहली सी मोहब्बत मिरी महबूब न मांग-फैज़ अहमद फैज़ मायने दरख़्शां है हयात = जीवन सुखमय है, गम-ए-दहर=सांसारिक दुःख, आलम = दुनिया, सबात=ठहराव, निगूँ=बदल जाना, वस्ल =मिलन, तारीक़ बहीमाना तिलिस्म=क्रूरता का अंधकारमय जाल, रेशम-ओ-अतलस-ओ-कमख़्वाब=रेशम के कीमती वस्त्र, जा-ब-जा=जगह-जगह, कूचा-ए-बाज़ार = बाज़ार की गलियां, अमराज़ के तन्नूरों=बीमारियों की भट्टी, दिलकश=आकर्षक
May 20, 2021
3 min

I have been broken Broken for long Too long I have been a mess Since the day I remember As far as I can recall I am not easy to love Difficult to make sense of Impossible to predict I bring along with me the thunders and cyclones I'm the desert and the mirage Scorching sun and the warmth of the moon I can't promise you a fairytale No where close to it, But you will have demons to fight Demons residing in my past Demons of my mind and soul You'll have to conquer them all You'll be hurt, burnt and bruised Loved in a way you can never imagine Nothing will match your expectations So my darling! It's your call To stick or to move on Make your way through petals Or take me in With the thorns I adorn
May 20, 2021
1 min

I want you to know
one thing.
You know how this is:
if I look
at the crystal moon, at the red branch
of the slow autumn at my window,
if I touch
near the fire
the impalpable ash
or the wrinkled body of the log,
everything carries me to you,
as if everything that exists,
aromas, light, metals,
were little boats
that sail
toward those isles of yours that wait for me.
Well, now,
if little by little you stop loving me
I shall stop loving you little by little.
If suddenly
you forget me
do not look for me,
for I shall already have forgotten you.
If you think it long and mad,
the wind of banners
that passes through my life,
and you decide
to leave me at the shore
of the heart where I have roots,
remember
that on that day,
at that hour,
I shall lift my arms
and my roots will set off
to seek another land.
But
if each day,
each hour,
you feel that you are destined for me
with implacable sweetness,
if each day a flower
climbs up to your lips to seek me,
ah my love, ah my own,
in me all that fire is repeated,
in me nothing is extinguished or forgotten,
my love feeds on your love, beloved,
and as long as you live it will be in your arms
without leaving mine.
May 20, 2021
2 min

I know. I know.
they are limited, have different
needs and
concerns.
but I watch and learn from them.
I like the little they know,
which is so
much.
they complain but never
worry,
they walk with a surprising dignity.
they sleep with a direct simplicity that
humans just can't
understand.
their eyes are more
beautiful than our eyes.
and they can sleep 20 hours
a day
without
hesitation or
remorse.
when I am feeling
low
all I have to do is
watch my cats
and my
courage
returns.
I study these
creatures.
they are my
teachers.
May 19, 2021
1 min

Take bread away from me, if you wish,
take air away, but
do not take from me your laughter.
Do not take away the rose,
the lance flower that you pluck,
the water that suddenly
bursts forth in joy,
the sudden wave
of silver born in you.
My struggle is harsh and I come back
with eyes tired
at times from having seen
the unchanging earth,
but when your laughter enters
it rises to the sky seeking me
and it opens for me all
the doors of life.
My love, in the darkest
hour your laughter
opens, and if suddenly
you see my blood staining
the stones of the street,
laugh, because your laughter
will be for my hands
like a fresh sword.
Next to the sea in the autumn,
your laughter must raise
its foamy cascade,
and in the spring, love,
I want your laughter like
the flower I was waiting for,
the blue flower, the rose
of my echoing country.
Laugh at the night,
at the day, at the moon,
laugh at the twisted
streets of the island,
laugh at this clumsy
boy who loves you,
but when I open
my eyes and close them,
when my steps go,
when my steps return,
deny me bread, air,
light, spring,
but never your laughter
for I would die.
Pablo Neruda
May 18, 2021
2 min
