I have recovered the Pilot episode of the podcast! Enjoy this blast from the start of the M.o.M. series where I talk about vetting in the BDSM world! This bonus episode was found from a previouos uploading program, so please forgive any edited out names of companies or sections of the episode.

In Episode 16 we cover the next trait of BPD: Unstable Relationships. Follow along as i talk about how those with BPD have trouble handling their relationships and the turmoils that may come of it.

In Part 1 of the 9 Traits of BPD, I cover Fear Of Abandonment. FOA is just one of the possible at least five traits that you must have in order to be diagnosed. Find us on Instagram @MikeyOnMute or email at [email protected]!

Welcome to the discussion of Rumination and how we can try to stop those thoughts from playing over and over!

After some time off, I reappear like a bad ex. This episode we talk about fear of abandonment and try to figure out why we do what we do.

I discuss how I think mental illness may be linked to the BDSM lifestyle, and different ways I see it as a positive coping mechanism.

From the Facebook Group questions: How does my diagnosed mental illness affect my everyday life?

For Episode 10, I recount my week at in-patient treatment in April of 2020.