This year, as always, I step into the holidays with a deep sense of gratitude and a heartbreaking sense of loss. My brother died almost 10 years ago and I don’t know if I will ever totally heal from that. I don’t know if I want to. What I do know, is that I don’t want to miss out on the blessing of my living siblings. We have a lot to celebrate! Weddings and babies and miracles mending the fray. Today, I share some of the details of this story. It has turned out to be one of both tragedy and unprecedented blessing.