
Welcome to the Living Louder Podcast, where raw honesty, resilience, and hope take center stage. In this powerful episode, we sit down with James Spillet—a young man whose life has been shaped by unimaginable tragedy, addiction, and ultimately, profound transformation. James’s story is a testament to the strength of the human spirit and the possibility of redemption, even after experiencing the darkest moments.James opens up about his tumultuous childhood growing up in Utah, navigating a fractured family environment marked by addiction, emotional abuse, and the absence of a consistent father figure. From an early age, he was exposed to substances like huffing gasoline, marijuana, psychedelics, and prescription pills, which set him on a path of substance abuse that would span over a decade. His journey includes dealing drugs as a young teen, battling psychosis, and living through the devastating loss of his entire family—his father, two siblings, and stepbrother—who all tragically died in a family murder-suicide. James’s account of that night is both heartbreaking and inspiring, revealing how he managed to survive and find a way forward despite overwhelming grief.Throughout the episode, James shares the struggles of addiction, the cycles of relapse, and the relentless pursuit of sobriety. He talks candidly about the ups and downs of his recovery journey—from multiple treatment centers, jail time, and solitary confinement, to finally embracing a life of honesty, faith, and self-improvement. His story highlights the importance of accountability, community support, and the power of persistence in overcoming addiction.More than just a story of hardship, this conversation delves into themes of hope, healing, and the importance of seeking help. James emphasizes that no matter how bleak life may seem, there is always light on the other side of darkness. He encourages others who are struggling to reach out, ask for help, and believe in the possibility of living a fulfilling, meaningful life beyond addiction and trauma.This episode is a reminder that resilience is born from adversity, and that even in our lowest moments, we can find the strength to rebuild. Whether you’re battling addiction, facing family trauma, or simply seeking inspiration, James’s story offers hope and a call to action: you are not alone, and your story is still being written.Join us in listening to a story of heartbreak, hope, and healing. Be inspired by James’s journey of transformation and learn how he is now helping others find their way out of the darkness.#LivingLouderPodcast #AddictionRecovery #SurvivorStory #FamilyTrauma #OvercomingTrauma #MentalHealthMatters #SobrietyJourney #HopeInRecovery #Inspiration #SecondChances #Resilience #HealingJourney #UtahStories #MentalHealthAwareness #TraumaRecovery #NeverGiveUp
Aug 21
1 hr 10 min

www.reflectedpixel.comChicken Man: https://l1nk.dev/w2e60d1Welcome to the Living Louder podcast, where we believe that every story has the power to inspire, heal, and transform lives. In this episode, we dive deep into the extraordinary journeys of ordinary people—stories of resilience, faith, love, and redemption that will touch your heart and challenge your perspective.Join us as we sit down with Jon Adams, a man whose life has been profoundly shaped by his family’s legacy in photography, faith, and service. From growing up in a close-knit, hardworking family in Utah to building his own life around the values of kindness, perseverance, and continuous learning, Jon shares insights about his childhood, his parents’ influence, and the lessons he learned from a life of service.A significant part of our conversation revolves around the powerful lessons Jon learned from his parents and grandparents—particularly his grandfather, known as the legendary “Chicken Man,” who traveled from town to town capturing family memories with a camera that weighed more than most of us can lift! Jon recounts stories about his family’s work ethic, their faith, and how they prioritized relationships and service above all. These stories reveal the importance of loving others, making time for family, and investing in what truly matters.But this episode goes beyond just family stories. We explore the incredible impact of service, especially in difficult circumstances. Portia shares her own profound experience of working in prisons, teaching about love and connection, and how genuine care can bring about miracles—like calming tense situations and even preventing violence. Her stories will inspire you to see the strength in vulnerability, the heroism in overcoming trauma, and the importance of extending kindness even in the most challenging environments.We also discuss the importance of mental health, overcoming shame, and breaking societal stereotypes about those who have faced adversity, including incarceration. Both Portia and Jon emphasize that everyone is fighting battles unseen, and that compassion can change lives—sometimes in ways we least expect.Whether you're interested in family legacy, faith, service, or personal growth, this episode offers meaningful insights and practical wisdom. It’s a reminder that our past, no matter how difficult, can shape us into stronger, more compassionate individuals. And that through love, service, and understanding, we can all make a difference—one act of kindness at a time.Tune in for inspiring stories, heartfelt reflections, and a call to live louder—more intentionally, more compassionately, and more connected to those around us.#LivingLouder #Inspiration #RedemptionStory #FamilyLegacy #FaithAndService #OvercomingTrauma #RealStories #MentalHealthMatters #KindnessWins #MiraclesInPrison #PersonalGrowth #LoveAndService #BreakingStereotypes #Resilience #Hope #LifeLessons
Aug 14
43 min

Welcome to the Living Louder Podcast, where real stories of struggle, hope, and transformation come to life. In this episode, we sit down with Betsy Gallegos—a woman who has lived through the depths of addiction, incarceration, heartbreak, and ultimately, redemption. Her journey is a powerful testament to the resilience of the human spirit, the guiding hand of faith, and the transformative power of hope.Betsy’s story begins in the beautiful islands of Hawaii and Tonga, where her cultural roots and early life shaped her worldview. Growing up in a strong LDS family, she describes her teenage years as joyful and full of faith—until the shadows of addiction crept in during her mid-20s. From her first drug experience at 24 to the devastating loss of her unborn child, Betsy’s life took a dark turn that led her into years of relapse, street life, and dangerous situations. Her tale is filled with raw honesty about the struggles of addiction and the feelings of hopelessness that often accompany it.But her story doesn’t end there. After a series of arrests—including kidnapping charges and federal gun charges—Betsy found herself in county jail and eventually federal prison. Her first days behind bars were surreal, filled with spiritual experiences and moments of divine intervention that reminded her she was not alone. From meeting fellow inmates with incredible stories to moments of clarity during LDS services, Betsy’s faith was reignited in the most unexpected places.Through hard work, faith, and a relentless desire to change, Betsy turned her life around. She completed treatment programs, went back to school, and now works in recovery and support services, helping others who are battling similar struggles. Her journey of forgiveness, healing, and rebuilding her relationships with her children is truly inspiring. Today, she is living proof that no matter how dark the night, the dawn of hope is always possible.Join us as Betsy shares her story in her own words—an unfiltered account of addiction, incarceration, faith, and love. This episode is full of encouragement for anyone feeling lost or overwhelmed, reminding us all that transformation is possible and that our pasts do not define our futures.Whether you’re on your own journey of recovery, seeking hope for a loved one, or simply looking for an inspiring story of resilience, this episode will leave you inspired, uplifted, and more hopeful than ever.#LivingLouderPodcast #TransformationJourney #AddictionRecovery #FaithAndHope #Inspiration #OvercomingIncarceration #MentalHealthAwareness #Resilience #RebuildingLife #HopeAfterPrison #HealingJourney #PersonalGrowth #SecondChances #RecoverySupport #FaithInAction
Jul 31
50 min

Podcast Description:In this powerful and heartfelt episode of the Living Louder podcast, Vanessa MacNeill shares her raw, emotional, and inspiring journey through some of life's most difficult challenges. From a childhood marked by family trauma, addiction, and loss, to her courageous fight for sobriety and healing, Vanessa’s story is a testament to resilience, love, and the transformative power of hope.Growing up in Utah and California, Vanessa experienced a tumultuous family life, including her father’s tragic death and her mother’s heartbreaking loss. She candidly discusses her early struggles with drug addiction, including her first encounter with methamphetamine at just 16 years old, and how her life spiraled into a series of tumultuous events, including incarceration, mental health battles, and losing loved ones to suicide. Despite all of this, Vanessa’s story isn’t one of despair—it’s a story of overcoming, of finding strength in vulnerability, and of discovering that healing is possible no matter how dark the past may seem.Throughout the episode, Vanessa openly talks about her journey with addiction, mental health, and her path to recovery. She shares her experience of losing her father to suicide, her mother’s tragic death, and the impact of these losses on her life. Yet, amidst the pain, Vanessa emphasizes the importance of love, connection, and spirituality—finding beauty in the scars and using her story to inspire others who are struggling.Vanessa’s story is not just about surviving; it’s about thriving and choosing to live louder than the pain. Her honesty about her past, combined with her unwavering hope for the future, makes this episode a must-listen for anyone looking for motivation, compassion, and a reminder that even in our darkest moments, there is a light waiting to be found.Join us as Vanessa reflects on her journey of self-discovery, the importance of community and faith, and her vision of helping others through her work in recovery. Whether you’re battling addiction, grief, or simply seeking inspiration to turn your life around, Vanessa’s story will touch your heart and remind you that you are never alone in your struggles.Tune in to this episode for a candid, empowering, and uplifting conversation about resilience, love, and the incredible strength of the human spirit.#LivingLouder #InspiringJourney #RecoveryStory #MentalHealthAwareness #AddictionRecovery #OvercomingTrauma #Resilience #SpiritualHealing #Hope #SelfLove #Transformation #MentalHealthMatters #NeverGiveUp #HeartfeltStory #Empowerment
Jul 24
49 min

Podcast Description:In this powerful and heartfelt episode of the Living Louder podcast, Vanessa MacNeill shares her raw, emotional, and inspiring journey through some of life's most difficult challenges. From a childhood marked by family trauma, addiction, and loss, to her courageous fight for sobriety and healing, Vanessa’s story is a testament to resilience, love, and the transformative power of hope.Growing up in Utah and California, Vanessa experienced a tumultuous family life, including her father’s tragic death and her mother’s heartbreaking loss. She candidly discusses her early struggles with drug addiction, including her first encounter with methamphetamine at just 16 years old, and how her life spiraled into a series of tumultuous events, including incarceration, mental health battles, and losing loved ones to suicide. Despite all of this, Vanessa’s story isn’t one of despair—it’s a story of overcoming, of finding strength in vulnerability, and of discovering that healing is possible no matter how dark the past may seem.Throughout the episode, Vanessa openly talks about her journey with addiction, mental health, and her path to recovery. She shares her experience of losing her father to suicide, her mother’s tragic death, and the impact of these losses on her life. Yet, amidst the pain, Vanessa emphasizes the importance of love, connection, and spirituality—finding beauty in the scars and using her story to inspire others who are struggling.Vanessa’s story is not just about surviving; it’s about thriving and choosing to live louder than the pain. Her honesty about her past, combined with her unwavering hope for the future, makes this episode a must-listen for anyone looking for motivation, compassion, and a reminder that even in our darkest moments, there is a light waiting to be found.Join us as Vanessa reflects on her journey of self-discovery, the importance of community and faith, and her vision of helping others through her work in recovery. Whether you’re battling addiction, grief, or simply seeking inspiration to turn your life around, Vanessa’s story will touch your heart and remind you that you are never alone in your struggles.Tune in to this episode for a candid, empowering, and uplifting conversation about resilience, love, and the incredible strength of the human spirit.#LivingLouder #InspiringJourney #RecoveryStory #MentalHealthAwareness #AddictionRecovery #OvercomingTrauma #Resilience #SpiritualHealing #Hope #SelfLove #Transformation #MentalHealthMatters #NeverGiveUp #HeartfeltStory #Empowerment
Jul 17
1 hr 14 min

https://www.instagram.com/gabey62https://open.spotify.com/track/2ky2orrQJtsGICPBqnTMS4?autoplay_ok=1https://music.apple.com/us/album/train-called-faith-single/1807586875https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=jn-6gcjiCqY&si=FXm-IocwPA6qx2SdPodcast Description:In this powerful, raw, and inspiring episode, we sit down with Gabe, aka Gaby Omega, a talented performer, songwriter, and man in recovery. His story is a compelling journey through the highs and lows of life, marked by addiction, crime, loss, and ultimately, redemption. From growing up in Los Angeles with talented parents who worked in the entertainment industry, to experiencing the chaos of addiction and street life, Gabe’s story is a testament to the resilience of the human spirit and the transformative power of faith and sobriety.Gabe shares candidly about his childhood, the influence of his family, and the restless spirit that fueled his early years. His journey into music was a sanctuary and a discipline, but beneath the surface, there was a restless discontent that led him down a dark path of alcohol, drugs, and criminal activity. His story takes us through his time in and out of jail, homelessness, and the dangerous street life that almost claimed his life. Despite these struggles, Gabe’s faith and the support of recovery communities helped him find a way out.He talks openly about hitting rock bottom, the moment he realized he was spiritually sick, and how surrendering to God changed everything. His journey through multiple rehabs, facing the reality of his addiction, and making amends with those he hurt, exemplifies the power of humility, honesty, and spiritual growth. His story highlights that recovery is not just about abstaining but about reconnecting with what makes us human and finding joy in serving others.Gabe’s story is also about second chances — how he rebuilt his life, reconnected with his passion for music, and now uses his talents to inspire others. He performs at recovery events, mentors youth, and works in treatment centers, sharing his experience to help others find hope and purpose. His message is clear: no matter how dark the night, there is a path forward, and it begins with humility, faith, and a willingness to change.Join us as we explore the depths of addiction and recovery, the importance of spiritual connection, and the incredible journey of redemption. Whether you're in recovery, supporting a loved one, or simply seeking inspiration, Gabe’s story will remind you that no matter how lost you feel, there’s always hope for a new beginning.Hashtags:#RecoveryJourney #SobrietySuccess #Inspiration #AddictionRecovery #SecondChances #SpiritualGrowth #MusicAndHealing #OvercomingDarkness #FaithInRecovery #MentalHealthAwareness #TransformativeStories #Hope #ManInRecovery #GabyOmega #MusicHeals #RecoveryCommunity #SelfDiscovery #HealingJourney #Motivation #NeverGiveUp
Jul 10
1 hr

Welcome to the Living Louder podcast, where real stories, raw vulnerability, and faith come together to inspire and uplift. In this heartfelt episode, host Portia Louder sits down with Michael Moyle, a young man who has experienced firsthand the devastating effects of addiction within his family, specifically his father's struggles with substance abuse. As someone who grew up in an affluent neighborhood, Michael's story reveals the hidden pain behind a seemingly perfect life and offers incredible insights into resilience, forgiveness, and the power of faith.Throughout their conversation, Michael shares deeply personal experiences, from discovering his father's addiction at a young age to witnessing his journey of relapse, recovery, and ongoing battles. His story highlights the complexities of loving someone with addiction, the importance of setting boundaries, and the importance of unconditional love and forgiveness. Michael's journey is one of courage—learning to navigate the emotional rollercoaster of hope, disappointment, and healing, all while maintaining his own faith and integrity.Portia and Michael discuss the importance of vulnerability and authentic communication, especially when dealing with loved ones who are suffering. They explore how love doesn't mean enabling destructive behaviors but instead involves holding space for growth, healing, and divine potential. Michael emphasizes the significance of seeking heavenly guidance and trusting God's timing in difficult situations, especially with loved ones struggling with addiction.This episode also delves into the healing power of Jesus Christ's atonement and how faith can transform pain into growth. Michael openly talks about his own struggles with depression, feelings of inadequacy, and moments of despair that nearly led him to give up. His honesty serves as a reminder that no one is alone in their darkest moments and that hope and recovery are possible through divine love and self-compassion.Listeners will find inspiration in Michael's story of forgiving his father, his commitment to personal growth, and his desire to help others facing similar struggles. The episode encourages us all to be more compassionate, to listen more deeply, and to remember that our worth is defined by divine love—not our mistakes or circumstances. Whether you're navigating addiction, mental health challenges, or simply seeking encouragement, this conversation will remind you of the eternal potential within each of us and the importance of walking the path with faith and hope.Join us in this moving episode of Living Louder as we explore the depths of human experience, the healing power of faith, and the importance of loving others unconditionally. Don't forget to like, share, and subscribe for more stories that inspire us to live louder and love deeper.#LivingLouder #FaithAndHealing #AddictionRecovery #FamilyJourney #Forgiveness #DivineLove #MentalHealthAwareness #Vulnerability #JesusChrist #HopeInChrist #PersonalGrowth #HealingJourney #FaithInAction #Inspiration #MentalHealthMatters #LoveUnconditionally #Resilience #SpiritualJourney #SelfDiscovery #LatterDaySaints
Jul 3
1 hr 17 min

Podcast Description:Welcome to the Living Louder podcast, where we share powerful stories of faith, resilience, and transformation. In this special episode, Chad and Portia Louder open up about their extraordinary journey through life's darkest challenges and the triumphs that followed. From addiction and legal battles to prison and rebuilding a life rooted in love and faith, their story is a testament to the power of perseverance and the unbreakable strength of family.Portia shares her honest experience of battling addiction, making life-altering mistakes, and the deep regret she carries. She discusses how her faith in God became her refuge and guiding light during the hardest times, including her time in prison. Chad reflects on his own journey of love, forgiveness, and standing by Portia through every trial—supporting her when she needed it most, even when it seemed impossible. Together, they reveal how faith, love, and a commitment to change helped them turn their lives around, rebuild their marriage, and create a new future filled with hope and purpose.Throughout this heartfelt conversation, you'll hear about their childhoods, the influence of their families, and the pivotal moments that shaped their lives. They talk about the importance of community, the power of forgiveness, and the divine guidance that carried them through their darkest hours. Their story isn't just about overcoming adversity—it's about finding hope in the midst of despair and discovering the true meaning of redemption.Whether you're facing your own struggles or simply looking for inspiration, this episode offers honest insights and practical faith-based principles to help you navigate life's challenges. Chad and Portia's journey will remind you that no matter how tough things get, love and faith can lead to healing, growth, and a brighter tomorrow.Join us for an authentic, emotional, and uplifting conversation that will inspire you to never give up, to seek hope in every situation, and to believe in the transformative power of God's love. This is a story about second chances, unwavering commitment, and the incredible resilience of the human spirit.Subscribe and tune in to the Living Louder podcast for more inspiring stories and faith-filled conversations.#LivingLouder #FaithJourney #RedemptionStory #MarriageStrength #OvercomingAddiction #PrisonToProsperity #FaithAndResilience #TrueStory #Inspiration #SecondChances #LoveAndForgiveness #DivineGuidance #FamilyFirst #HopeInChrist #Transformation #Motivation #HealingJourney #FaithInAction #NeverGiveUp
Jun 26
48 min

Podcast Description:Welcome to the Living Louder podcast, where stories of resilience, hope, and transformation take center stage. In this powerful episode, we sit down with Estavan, a man whose life story is nothing short of extraordinary. From a young age, Estavan faced unimaginable hardships—growing up in a family surrounded by addiction, experiencing repeated incarceration, and surviving a near-fatal accident that changed his life forever. His journey is a testament to the human spirit's capacity for change and the profound impact of second chances.Estavan’s story begins in Salt Lake City’s West Valley, where he was introduced to drugs at just 14 years old. His early years were marred by family struggles, substance abuse, and countless run-ins with the justice system—over 70 juvenile arrests and multiple prison stints. Despite these setbacks, Estavan’s determination to break free from the cycle of addiction and violence kept him pushing forward. His narrative takes us through harrowing moments, including a life-threatening incident where he jumped from a moving van at 75 miles per hour, leaving him with a traumatic brain injury and a long road to recovery.Throughout the conversation, Estavan shares the raw realities of living in toxic relationships, the challenges of navigating a system that often feels stacked against him, and the powerful moments that sparked his desire to change. His story also highlights the importance of community, family, and the role that organizations like Suntech Concrete have played in his transformation. Suntech’s commitment to seeing potential in their employees, providing second chances, and fostering a family-like culture allowed Estavan to turn his life around. Today, he is not only a safety professional dedicated to keeping others safe but also a living example of how perseverance and support can lead to a better future.This episode explores themes of redemption, the significance of employment in recovery, and the importance of community and brotherhood. Estavan’s journey shows that no matter how dark the past, there is always hope for a brighter future—one built on hard work, humility, and faith. His story is an inspiration to anyone feeling trapped in their circumstances, reminding us all that change is possible when given the right support and opportunity.Join us for this heartfelt conversation that will challenge your perceptions, inspire your soul, and remind you of the incredible strength within us all to overcome life's toughest battles. Whether you’re on your own journey of healing or simply seeking motivation, Estavan’s story will leave you inspired and ready to face whatever comes next.Hashtags:#LivingLouderPodcast #TransformationStory #Redemption #SecondChances #OvercomingAddiction #Inspiration #Motivation #CommunitySupport #NeverGiveUp #LifeChangingStories #Empowerment #HealingJourney #SuntechConcrete #FamilyCulture #Resilience #HopeInDarkness
Jun 19
1 hr 9 min

Welcome to the Living Louder podcast, where real stories, raw honesty, and inspiring journeys take center stage. In this episode, we sit down with Tiffany Ingraham—a woman who has faced some of life’s darkest challenges and emerged stronger, wiser, and more resilient than ever. Tiffany’s story is a powerful testament to the transformative power of hope, faith, and perseverance.Growing up in Utah, Tiffany’s childhood was filled with love, family bonds, and a strong connection to her grandma, who was her anchor. However, her early life was also marred by chaos, addiction, and neglect. Her mother, caught in a cycle of partying, drugs, and unstable relationships, left Tiffany feeling abandoned at just 14 years old. Despite these hardships, Tiffany’s connection to her grandma and her faith in God became guiding lights through her tumultuous journey.Throughout her story, Tiffany shares her experiences with substance abuse—including alcohol, marijuana, cocaine, and methamphetamine—and how these substances were intertwined with the trauma, confusion, and pain she endured. From early experimentation at age 12, to criminal activity, jail time, and the heartbreaking reality of her children’s birth and struggles, she openly discusses her battles with addiction, her moments of despair, and her ultimate desire for healing.What makes Tiffany’s story truly inspiring is her unwavering hope and her relentless pursuit of a better life. She talks about her journey to sobriety, the pivotal moments that shifted her mindset, and the importance of community, therapy, and faith in her recovery process. Tiffany’s honesty about her setbacks, relapses, and the ongoing work of self-discovery offers a powerful message for anyone facing their own struggles.Today, Tiffany is a shining example of resilience. She’s been sober for nearly a year, actively working on her mental health, reconnecting with her children, and embracing her purpose. Her story highlights that no matter how dark life gets, there’s always a path to healing, growth, and second chances. Her message to others is simple but profound: “Go toward the light, make your decisions, and stick to them. Everyone deserves hope and the opportunity to change.”Join us for an emotionally charged, authentic conversation that will inspire you to reflect on your own journey, find hope amidst hardship, and recognize the power you hold within to transform your life. Tiffany’s story is a reminder that even in the midst of chaos, healing is possible—and it starts with a single choice.#LivingLouderPodcast #Inspiration #RecoveryJourney #SobrietyStories #OvercomingTrauma #FaithAndHealing #MentalHealthAwareness #AddictionRecovery #SecondChances #InnerStrength #Resilience #Hope #Transformation #SelfLove #Motivation #HealingJourney #RealStories #Empowerment #NeverGiveUp
Jun 12
59 min
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