hi everyone! in today's episode, I catch you up on everything you've missed in the past month before deep-diving into the role social media plays in mental health. how does it impact mine? how has it shaped advocacy? what *is* internet therapy? all of these questions and more I attempted to answer in today's episode. if you enjoyed today's episode, don't forget to subscribe to "keyboard smash" on wherever you listen to podcasts and if you're on apple podcasts, don't forget to rate and review this poddy! 

the one where i say "i LOVE it so MUCH' twenty times, burp into the mic three times and yell about white men (some more!)

i read...a considerable amount of fanfiction this year. i'm a bit embarrassed, but i'm not because fanfic has far too bad of a reputation which makes me sad because now people are ashamed of their reading practices when they shouldn't be! (unless it's an a/b/o fic) (or one with weird age gaps) (or anything that smells a little too much like 'after') (actually, we're also gonna shame wattpad too) (sorry but ao3 >>>>)

hey. i'm back <3

welcome back to keyboard smash! during this episode i discuss my ~feelings~ surrounding my first OCD recovery setback, the relationship between...relationships and social conformism and why getting older is scary but also very, very exciting. if you enjoyed the poddy, feel free to subscribe and rate/review!

in this episode, I discuss "eternals" censorship in indonesia, being a parent (because I know so much) and why tweens on tiktok irk me, all presented in the shoddy british accent i adopted when i was thirteen!

WELCOME BACK EVERYONEEEE to the second part of my two-part supernatural special! in this second bit, i talk about the various "goggles" through which to view this show (and how they can lead to WILDLY different perspectives of the same material) and the impact supernatural ahs had on fan and internet culture!!! if you enjoyed today's episode, subscribe to the poddy on wherever you listen to poddies!! my mental health ig acc: @conversationswithmyself.id

DUMDUMDUM!!! the episode that i have teased for the past three weeks!!! part one of my two-part supernatural breakdown! in this episode, i give a basic rundown of the show and i explained how genuinely insane this show is <3 if you enjoyed this episode, don't forget to subscribe to the poddy!!! find me on instagramawammy at @conversationswithmyself.id :))

hear ye, hear ye! denver con was Not Great, my diagnosis changed and i call upon my fellow girlbosses (gn) to gaslight gatekeep star trek and marvel!!!

reparations for colonialism: rating cis white men <3 MY IG ACC THING!! https://www.instagram.com/conversationswithmyself.id/