I forgot about this avenue of expression.

By court order/stipulation, I am not allowed to update my blog. But my podcast...

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Civil Harassment Prevention Restraining Order Case Number 20CH009434 Audio response to 3 Day Notice https://drive.google.com/file/d/19o2i0RoHUl7DDNBFhNpP6iFWvX8lGzGv/view?usp=sharing

Note that Anchor has been very buggy/slow lately.   The 10 second intro blurb took 5 minutes to upload. Update July 20 Right at the very height of my dangerous interactions with the landlord, when I got a court order case # 20CH009434 restraining the landlord from the actions he's been doing, determining them to be CRIMINAL if he continues to do them.... that was when I couldnt even fuqqing update my podcasts.    I was in correspondence with Anchor FM.  They are nice people but they don't seem to have taken this thing very seriously.  This was how I chose to process my anxiety and their platform couldn't even operate during the height of my anxiety.  This is some kind of lesson to be understood, that we should rely upon God and not the world.   But I'm still in the middle of this bullshit because my restraining order has not been served yet, even though I waved it in front of the landlord's face when he intruded onto my living quarters without my permission, with no notice.  He knows there's a TRO on the way and can fight it.   All because I was not in much of a fuqqing position to process my fuqqing anxiety.    Anyways, maybe I can get back to processing my anxiety rather than releasing it onto souls who are just trying to do their jobs.   It turns out that during this time of heavy bandwidth usage (uploading vicious dog videos), T-Mobile put a 'throttle' on my account.  I paid for an upgrade, the T-Mobile 'expert' said that the throttle would be removed within an hour.  Next day, no removal.  I called T-Mobile, very very heightened anxiety situation with the dog right at the moment I was getting the bullshit condescending patronizing runaround from the T-Mobile technician and I had a meltdown.    I called T-Mobile back, they said a supervisor would call me.  I kept saying this was a life threatening situation.  But ... no call back.   Finally yesterday evening when I was booted from my OWN Zoom Depressed Anonymous meeting with only 4 members online.  This was about the 6th time I've been booted, it involves getting knocked off the meeting and having to sign in again, usually about a dozen times within a 15 minute period.    Extremely frustrating, extremely aggravating, emotionally dangerous.    Last night when I got booted from my DA meeting I called T-MObile, went through the hoops one more time, and they got my "throttle" removed from my account.  I am finally able to start uploading audio again into Anchor.    This has been surreal.

3 major issues This episode has proven to be extremely difficult to update.  Bandwidth issues.   Anchor takes 5 minutes just to get to this page.

12 CREL = 12 Step Rational Executive Leadership

Landlord chose the force-upon-force path rather than the 1Cor6 Christian Mediation path.  

Apple polishing almost cost our daughter's life.  Beatles' Butcher Album.