like every other episode, i ramble and get off topic, but i tried my best to stay on topic! before we get into it though, i wanna wish everyone a happy lunar new year! (chúc mừng năm mới!) may this year bring you lots of wealth, health, and happiness! (i touch little on my online dating experiences and my opinion for each of the apps, the block i have on my head and in my heart, my creativity block, how boys kinda suck and how I feel about turning 24 and it being my Chinese zodiac year)This episode was hard to record because I didn't know I had so much underlying issues with love and intimacy and as it turns out I'm a real fucking softie and I love love, a lot. andddd like 6 billion other people on this planet, I'm also looking for my special person to call mine for the rest of my life and that's so hard and weird for me to admit out loud, but while I feel this way, its important to note that I will not settle for just anyone. That's something that I'm very proud of, I know its hard to not want to settle anyway, weather its thinking you can't find better and thinking that that's all there is for you, leaving you wondering if you actually do deserve better, honestly, if you're thinking you might deserve better, you probably do. I'm not claiming I know all about how you should feel, every body is free to do whatever they feel is best for them, but all I ask is that you remind yourself of what you want and know that the love you want, is the love you deserve to have.❤️