Into the Void
Into the Void
anniek200
From the journals of Annie K. A queer/writer/artist living in NYC with dissociative identity disorder.
A Lasting Dialogue
In which Annie comes full circle during the taping of this 15 minute episode of the podcast, all while while doing her art, and more importantly, listening to a tape of a recent therapy session with her psychiatrist, Dr. X.
Jun 17, 2024
15 min
The Magus
In which we hear some of what's been keeping Annie so stressed and harried feeling, and how she found some release, and power.
Jun 2, 2024
4 min
Coming Home
Wherein Annie catches us up in a slightly more grounded way, before resorting to one of her favorite activities, reading aloud from her writing.  Which this week included a lengthy quote from a book her shrink gave her, “Daily Affirmations for Forgiving, and Moving On.”  Make some green tea, or smoke some green, kick back, and have a nip of philosophy/psychology/fun with Annie.
May 19, 2024
12 min
Portion of Grace
Wherein Annie finds a little grace.   And seeks a little more.  Trigger warning for frank language/talk of sexual abuse.
May 6, 2024
23 min
Austerlitz
In which Annie buys a house, decides to move and is able to give voice to her story for the first time in a more cohesive way, during an open mic on NYC. This is an episode with more than a little hint of light and hope.
May 1, 2024
12 min
Art Brut
Wherein Annie reflects a little more... authentically... about her recent experience in comedy class.  Or rather, her recent experience being 'kicked out' of comedy class.   And a number of different older parts come out to share the time and microphone.
Mar 25, 2024
16 min
Beauty School Dropout
In which Annie gets kicked out of standup comedy school, by one of the greats in the industry.  And struggles with her own limitations, the tough stuff life throws at you, and comes out feeling like she's got a think about or frame the adversity that inevitably comes to each of us in life.
Mar 24, 2024
12 min
The Dulling Edge
In which Annie loses her newfound sobriety but finds a little grace and generosity of spirit to share with her mom on her mothers birthday.
Mar 11, 2024
9 min
Singing All Alone
"From Sappho to myself, consider the fate of women.  How unwomanly to discuss it!  Like a noose or an albatross necktie, the clinical sobriquet hangs us...." -Carolyn Kizer, 'Pro Femina'
Mar 3, 2024
16 min
Into the Woods
In which we hear from some of Annie's other parts and they share some background from childhood. And Annie self-identifies for the first time as an addict.
Feb 23, 2024
25 min
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