You don’t realize the sanctuary you guys are for me right now in this trying and bumpy time, soon as I heard his voice. I knew spirit is real. I knew I t because it was the voice of someone I once loved dearly he made me laugh, made me feel beautiful and special; made me feel like I was a woman the way God created me to be. He also made me cry and to this day I don’t know what happened to him. But I thank him for being in my life for that brief time cuz I didn’t love myself yet and he helped me see the good. There is ironically a guy howie in the now, he’s literally Justin’s identical twin. Yet doesn’t know Justin at all. Justins dad may have been a howie too, I think from same town as Howie where i live in NJ. I dunno but this place is awful I am in a dark place where love is not only muffled, she is being condemned! I want out but I don’t know how. I’ve lost my daughters in a 3rd round of custody wars with my own parents. It hurts so much being labeled an unfit mother.... help me please. Coyote Thunder Hawk I am in the ravens eye with you. It’s a lot to take in; can you help me? I am sensitive and been not listening to my spirit voice... I don’t know why I listened to these cruel people. She helped guide me, I saved lives from near death just by listening to her!! I should of never stopped. She came to me in a dream 2 weeks ago and she filled me. She is in me and the love from her is all I got now to keep going. I just need to find like minded people and fine tune my connection. Thank you for being here for me.