I had some revelations about how angry I used to be when I was a teenager and into my 20s.    --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/martina38/support

A few rants to get things off my chest.  Nothing major, just little things that annoy me.  I'll be the Asshole so you don't have to be.  Love you all for listening.   --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/martina38/support

I come clean about someone that I have met recently.   He's a great guy and so far has only fault, he lives in Germany.  I also cover my issues in self esteem and my struggle to accept that I am worthy of a good person and to have a relationship without drama or having to make excuses for the other person, if they don't exactly measure up.    --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/martina38/support

In my defense its 230am and I'm a little punchy.  I talk about the Rob Zombie Halloween II, a weird independent movie called Kill List, one of my favorite  Youtubers,  Phantom Thread and why is Michael Myers such a good driver?  --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/martina38/support

Another episode! This time I talk about being ghosted again, why its hard to find love after 40 and a rant about motor cycle riders.    --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/martina38/support

I go off script for this one.  I talk about Halloween memories, the importance of elementary school lessons,  pizza and candy.  --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/martina38/support

This is a rant about a ghost from the past that tried to back in my good graces.    --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/martina38/support

I got to ride in a Tesla this morning only to find out it was a the smallest car ever. I felt so uncomfortable and so incredibly huge when I got out of the car. Also I quit the dating apps. No more meeting weirdos for a little while. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/martina38/support

Dating after 40 and finding someone to actually date is like looking for a unicorn. --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/martina38/support

Happy New Year! Have a great 2021. Thank you for listening! --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/martina38/support