This episode is also available as a blog post: https://expertescort2018.com/2021/05/06/my-reluctance-to-get-coronavirus-vaccine-showed-me-an-unlovely-side-of-myself/ Caroleena did not know that her reluctance to get the vaccine told a story about her worst traits. She was surprised to find out she was not who she thought she was because of her faults. The pandemic put a spotlight on the very traits that undermined her in her adult life. Self awareness allows her to do something different with herself if she wants to respect herself.