When I walked away from Jesus, there were very preventable things Jesus outlined that I wasn't practicing to preserve the connection he paid for with his blood 

I wasn't reading His word and meditating on the scriptures to renew my mind with the mind of Christ. 

I wasn't praying daily out of devotion to preserve and deepen my connection.

I wasn't looking at Jesus's model of deliverance and being delievered from demonic oppression in my life.  

I felt guilty when I couldn't get out of sin cycles -- that God was disappointed in me because I was disappointed in myself.

But what if someone had discipled me early on, showing me what it meant to walk with Jesus at an intimate level? What if I realized that my relationship with Jesus was a relational process of transformation and not a perfection I needed to obtain?  

In this week's podcast, we go into the things I wish I had known when all hell broke loose after I got saved.  And that nothing was WRONG.

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