I needed to decompress via complaining today. Consider these complaints officially filed and signed by my notary who are my listeners. Thank you for your cooperation at this sensitive time!

And to that I say —- well, a whole podcast episode of things. But among them, it’s kind of like a thank you.

It always starts with looking at photos from my past which turns into a moment of clarity and then, often, spirals into a lesson or five. Here’s one from today.

Life is chaotic right now (cue the 10 minute rambling about how I’m moving as my opener.) So, to recenter myself, I’m sharing what my goals and “vision” is for my 35th year of life (I’m 34 so it’s my 35th year —- pls don’t let your brain crunch on that for too long if it’s confusing.)

I’ve been wrestling with these voices in my head because the Christians are still messaging me, “Hey, friend, can you meet for coffee?” Oop.

Yep, it’s time to plop down on the same digital couch as me and have a chat about what ‘having a hard week’ means to me, how I ‘get through it’ and why I’m thankful for the ways my life flexes to fit my ‘depressive mood swings’ hehe

Yeah, I said it!!! And I mean it! How an adventurous, tabletop rpg entered my life many years ago and lead up to the last year of transformative experiences. The hero of the story? Imagination.

Okay, not *entirely silent* but just *podcasting silent*. Let’s talk about where I’ve been, where I am, and where I’m going!!

After a short daydream stopped me in my tracks, I had to have a self-discussion about why I’m feeling lonely. And maybe how I always have been. Here’s what came of that.

I’m talking about myself with an especially jazzy voice like always. This time it’s about coming out as bisexual, my un-faith-ing journey, and the big ass question mark that my brain is right now.