On May 7th 2019 I lost my 15 month old daughter. I explore my feelings and emotions as I journey through this tragedy, how I cope with my wife going to prison, and raising a newborn by myself as a single father. Walk with me.

I got something, was it what I have been waiting for?

Letters from prison

Say hi

More than hate, there is love, fear can consume us, irrational thoughts can manifest. We need to talk to people, people need people. Lets look back at 2017 and then fast forward to 2019.

Please don’t hate me

Penelope is on fentanyl, Calliope is being autopsied, I’m in therapy, we are damaged. I give an in depth look at life on support and life torn away in this episode, I have bullet points, but I usually stray, definitely the case on this episode. Thank you for your support.

Tastes like birthday cake

2 years ago my wife tried to commit suicide, since then I’ve always been very uncomfortable leaving for any amount of time. I left our house on the morning of May 7th 2019, and got a phone call at 3pm from the Sheriff’s department. My 15 month old daughter passed away, and my 19 day old daughter was on life support. My wife remained in custody and was formally charged at 8:32pm that evening.