Dying to Know
Dying to Know
Chaplain Annie
Dying to Know was created to explore and normalize conversations around the struggles of life and death. As a preacher’s kid I witnessed from a young age people going through some of the most significant moments of life, which included death. I sensed a connection around the gravity and beauty that is held between the joyful and sorrowful aspects of life. Once I became a chaplain I began to understand the importance and challenge of living well, and it's connection to one’s ability to die well. I hope the conversations, and stories shared in this podcast inspire thoughts and conversations in your own life. Helping you to be vulnerable and open in the shared struggles that we all face at some point, if we haven't already. Because from what I have seen, to be able to do so enriches our lives in such a way that we can live fully and authentically, which then allows us to face the challenges of living and dying with courage, acceptance and connection. I hope this podcast can be informative, but more than that, I hope it can be a companion to you wherever you are on life’s journey. Episodes will include stories from a variety of people around their acceptance and peace, caregiving, anger and fear, loss and coping skills, dementia, cancer, or chronic illness, taking care of logistics, trauma, suicide, miscarriages and abortion, wellness, forgiveness, and of course the multitude of topics that arise when life and death are discussed.
The End.
This episode is the finale of Season 1 of Dying to Know. But the end, is only the beginning.
Jun 14, 2022
17 min
Mommy Dearest
In this episode Chaplain Annie is dying to know what you do when someone you have a complex relationship with, dies before you’ve reconciled? So she speaks with Reverend Kerry Kesey who was raised by hippy parents, yes, she is related to Ken Kesey author of "One Flew Over the Cuckoo’s Nest" and infamous Merry Prankster, Kerry’s father, Dale, was on the infamous bus Further and as a child, her family lived on the Kesey farm commune. They lived in a bus, and even in tents in Northern Idaho whil...
Oct 19, 2021
49 min
There Has to Be Hope
In this episode I speak with David Pope who is a private counsellor specializing in bereavement, depression and anxiety, currently counseling clients over zoom and face-to-face. David has struggled with depression anxiety and suicidal ideation for most of his life and his battles with mental illness began at six years old. He was bullied throughout school and suffered a double bereavement when he was 25 years old, losing both his parents within a year of each other. His continuous battles wit...
Sep 17, 2021
49 min
Please Stay
In this episode, I talk with Greg Payan, whose partner, Holly, suffered a brain aneurysm in 2014. Their experience together inspired Greg to write a book entitled “Please Stay” where he shares his perspective of caregiving, grief, hope, and recovery, sharing also the words of encouragement and love sent to Holly from friends, students and family throughout.
Aug 6, 2021
46 min
It's About Control
In this episode, I talk with hospice nurse, Jim Courson, about what is commonly still referred to as "physician assisted suicide." The correct terminology is actually medical aid in dying and end of life options. We discuss how one controls their dying process, or not.If you or someone you know needs support around depression, suicidal thoughts or survival, or substance use please know you are not alone and there is support:National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-8255 https://suicid...
Jul 11, 2021
46 min
I'm Not There Yet
In this episode, I talk with my cousin Nicole Miller about being an orphan in her 30’s. My aunt Gail died in 2013 from numerous heart and lung complications, a few years later in 2019, my uncle Dwight died in a house fire. We discuss her experience of their deaths and her continued grieving process.
Jun 28, 2021
1 hr
The 1% Thing Can Happen
In this episode, Chaplain Annie speaks with Rev. Cara Gilger about how families cope through continued medical trauma. She is a recipient of the 2020 Louisville Institute’s Pastoral Study Program grant and is exploring the intersection of grief and joy in caring for families who have experienced medical trauma. Cara is also the editor of 99 Prayers Your Church Needs but Doesn’t Know It Yet as well the newly released Prepare: An Advent Devotional. She also serves as a preacher and congregation...
Jun 15, 2021
47 min
Logistically Speaking
Chaplain Annie speaks with Hospice Social Worker, Andrea Thompson, about logistics of what you need to know, and do, before you die.
Jun 5, 2021
1 hr
I Was Like, Okay...
In this episode, I talk with Melissa McChristian. A mom whose son, Radley, died of Acute Myeloid Leukemia just under the age of 3. We discuss their journey throughout treatments and the struggle of grief and healing after his death.
May 16, 2021
1 hr 14 min
Learning How to Live
In this episode Nurse Jeana Woody and I discuss how our work in hospice care impacts the ways we choose to lead our lives.
May 2, 2021
59 min
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