Please ignore the wishy washy sound in the background! I am trying everything to fix it. Hopefully it'll sound better if you turn it down slightly.. sorry for the sound issues I promise I am working on it, this new equipment is overwhelming as heck. But onto this weeks episode, It's a long one. We tend to overlook intimacy and heartfelt relationships because we get so wrapped up in our own lives, not taking the time to check on THOSE friends. The therapist friend, the mom friend, the class clown, the quiet friend, and even the stuck up stoic friend.  Although we all have something going on in our lives, this is a reminder (If not for myself) Because I can be hypocritical when it comes to picking the phone and actually physically talking to someone, to checkup on your friends. But let’s be real, the phone works both ways and so does a conversation. 

Fear, to me, is a false emotion that the flesh tries to tie you down with. All my life fear has had an appearance in every thought process, every major event, every settle moment, there was fear, and I'm done with that.  So In this episode we shall say this, Dear Fear, (whatever you took from this episode), We are done.

This is my last day of sophomore year! I decided to play uno with my friends and just talk one final time at Southampton High about random things.

Not going to lie, this episode is definitely all over the place but I've said my peace, added with an extra audio of overbearing wind, and I've made my point pretty clear. I Don't fit in with everyone, I don't shape THEIR mold that they've made for me. So why should you? My podcast is taking a slight turn, get on board on just go and do you. Also I was outside again so the nature noises are very...VERY evident. Again I am so sorry for the wind, and the heavy breathing bc my gosh your girl was running back home, but this episode was just too good to give up!

RIP headphone users, I can assure you I was yelling in this episode. But besides that nagging fact, this episode is a small talk on the little things in life that make me love life even more. With a special guest, my two year old brother! I decided to sit outside today and record this very short episode due to the little gem dropping in my mind thanks to the sunset. Gotta love the little things.

How would YOU define yourself? An Identity crisis is a specific period of time where your confused on who you ARE.  Not who you want to be, or who you look up to. But, who you are. This is part 2, adding onto Silenced by Silence ft. My Abandonment

At my school I decided to ask around a few questions, as in making my classmates think and talk out their future plans, motivations, destructions, and mindsets.

The feeling of abandonment is not an easy thing.  It’s something that seeps in like a virus and it feeds on its own, or other negative issues and it multiplies.  It grows.  Intensifies.  It makes you scared. I'm scared. My little vent set turns into a lesson.

The Bully Paradox is real, lets talk about it. This was kind of therapeutic for me to finally talk about my younger self issues. Its a little short due to tiredness but I hope you still grasp something from it!

How many times have you fakes being fine? Faked that everything in your life was ok? How many times have you pretended to be okay when you were actually dying inside.  How many times have you asked yourself are you really okay? REALLY? Questions can turn into statements. And statements can turn into power.  The question that I am asking is, Are you okay, really?