Episode 4 primarily centers on our chronic pain journeys. We both spent years in daily chronic pain that we thought would be the rest of our lives, but actually neither of us now live with. The sources of our pain were similar-ish, but our experiences were very different — part of which we learned while recording. We talk a bit about dealing with medical professionals, the mindset of chronic pain fog, and the surprises we discovered along the way, especially around changes we thought were permanent and would never happen in our lifetime.Bit of a CONTENT WARNING up front: We drop the F bomb a handful of times and there are a couple brief mentions of unaliving ideation. Just letting you know what you’re in for so that you can make the responsible choice for how/when/where to listen.Mentions.....EDS info: kinderggnome.biz/index.htmlCarolyn Lovewell (nee Elliott): carolyngraceelliott.comLinks..... IG: @composting_consciousness Substack: compostingconsciousness.substack.comWebsite: compostingconsciousness.podia.comEmail: [email protected] This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit compostingconsciousness.substack.com

Episode 3 begins with Gray asking me (Tango) about my blog post 6 Signs You’re Side-Questing to Death, which leads us into talking about the purpose, humility, and threat modeling. From the mind to the body, we move into the topic of emotional processing. Gray prompts me to go on a rant about my pet peeve regarding binary logic. Then we question the concept of ‘personality’ and go into reality creation. Near the end, we speak on building our relationship with the inner witness and de-centering from ego. This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit compostingconsciousness.substack.com

Episode 2 begins with me, Tango, asking Gray about their latest blog post, “Embody your highest creative self now”, which leads us to the topic of perfectionism. We talk about how you can’t be in love & fear mode, you can’t be open & closed, at the same time. We also touch on the vulnerability of flow states and the resilience of believing in something greater then yourself. Near the end, we speak on inner parts work and break down what responsibility means to us. This is a flowing, wisdom-filled episode. Enjoy. This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit compostingconsciousness.substack.com

Hosts Gray & Tango loosely spiral around the topic of composting victimhood & cultivating sovereignty. From haircuts, to timeline jumping, to emotional addiction.Free pdf on Composting Victimhood: compostingconsciousness.podia.com/sos-1-victimhoodThe Dream Mami (Ari): thedreammami.com/Handbook to Higher Consciousness by Ken Keyes JrExistential Kink: carolyngraceelliott.com/existential-kink This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit compostingconsciousness.substack.com