HERE LIES THE REMAINS OF THE BIG HORMONE ENNEAGRAM PODCAST, 2020-2025 RIP

Special episode with DG and Kristen of the Sinsomnia podcast on the instincts in chakras. Link for the Chakra/Instinct Correlation Diagram to follow along in our conversation: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1RBqzLoZ5X0JEqE_LlVlYVqOkzg61bL-c/view?usp=sharing —(1:27) - The archetypal sexual instinct; destruction and creation—(6:05) - Self-Preservation concretizing out of fear, the shadow side of the sexual instinct in war—(9:09) - The 7 chakras and their overlap with the enneagram instinctual stackings—(17:11) - The significance in the numbers of leaves on the chakra lotus'—(24:42) - Tracking the instincts through the centers in the dream realm—(28:25) - Kristen links the chakras in a different way—(31:12) - The Sexual instinct in the Root, Sacral, and Solar Plexus chakras—(39:13) - The Social instinct within the Heart chakra—(42:31) - The Self-Preservation instinct overlapping the Throat and Third Eye chakras—(47:17) - David brings his wisdom; kundalini and the practice of alchemy—(54:30) - Social blind deadness and Vampires Get the new intro Enneagram Audio Course from Josh & John: https://www.theenneagramschool.com/intro-enneagram-course Get typed by us and subscribe to watch typing classes on Luigi Mangione, Angelina Jolie, and Junji Ito 9w19w88w99w81w99w89w16w76w79w19w86w59w89w19w86w76w79w8 https://www.enneagrammer.com/ Donate to support the show:https://paypal.me/bighormonevenmo - @bighormone Alexandra’s astrology-enneagram readings and trash tv gossip: https://www.saturnruled9.com Buy John’s instinct book: https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T You’re a bread person if you only have one copy of DG’s Trifix Booklet: https://www.enneagrammer.com/store/trifix-venn-booklet-david-gray Call the BHE hotline with your questions at (323) 696-0647. Or you can also email [email protected] or DM us with a pre-recorded voice message

Join us with libations and preferred substances as we look back on the beautiful dumpster fire that was 2024. —(1:27) 4-wings episode postpartum—(9:39) “This podcast used to be good”—(14:48) More Alexandra vs Emeka shit talk—(21:28) Welcome to our end of year 5 drunk pod—(24:10) What we’ve contributed to the enneagram—(29:30) Embodying real spirituality—(35:20) 2024 highlights - Akashic Records—(39:58) Instinct zone stems—(43:05) The heart center and 3w2 vs 3w4—(1:02:10) Josh’s object relations theory—(1:09:36) ChatGPT can’t mimic DG’s writing style —(1:14:44) The dream girls and kung-fu / Unshaming the types with Kristen—(1:24:39) Withdrawn excursions to the backrooms / Before and after of sexual—(1:28:48) Mushroom trips and depression—(1:41:01) Toronto meetup and social as easy exchange—(1:49:17) New most hated types—(1:54:17) 137 ted talk trifix and Musk being weird—(2:04:05) The year of frustration dreams and fantasy / 4 as a fantasy type—(2:23:16) 3w4 American psycho episode with Louis—(2:32:25) Most redeemed types—(2:41:51) Relationship between identity and sexuality / masculine and feminine polarities Get the new intro Enneagram Audio Course from Josh & John: https://www.theenneagramschool.com/intro-enneagram-course Get typed by us and subscribe to watch typing classes on Luigi Mangione, Martha Stewart, and Travis Hunter 9w19w88w99w81w99w89w16w76w79w19w86w59w89w19w86w76w79w8https://www.enneagrammer.com/ Donate to support the show:https://paypal.me/bighormonevenmo - @bighormone Alexandra’s astrology-enneagram readings and trash tv gossip: https://www.saturnruled9.com Buy John’s instinct book for christmas: https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T You’re a bread person if you only have one copy of DG’s Trifix Booklet: https://www.enneagrammer.com/store/trifix-venn-booklet-david-gray Call the BHE hotline with your questions at (323) 696-0647. Or you can also email [email protected] or DM us with a pre-recorded voice message

After an unfathomable delay we’ve returned to the wings series.**send in your questions and comments for episode #200 bonanza**  —(1:27) Alexandra gaslighting us about why she gave up on the wing series—(12:25) 4-wings intro—(17:53) 9 vs 4 differences / 4’s off-putting emotional aggression —(23:17) The ambient emotional friction of 4 / frustrated reactivity as a self-protecting boundary—(29:05) 4w3’s formed self-identity vs 4w5’s formless god particle—(34:14) 4w5 being in the dark about itself—(38:33) 4w3 representing something beyond the map—(42:29) 4w3 refining personal subjective taste into a unique ‘thing’—(49:09) 4w3 vs 4w5 in interviews / the self-contained rejection offering of 4w5—(53:39) 4w3’s aloof sommelier identity —(58:37) 4w3 operatic stylization vs 4w5 bottomless mystery —(1:06:35) The decaying dark matter anti-style of 4w5 / https://www.instagram.com/the__ljilja/—(1:10:47) How we feel talking about our heart center type—(1:13:21) What 4w5s are like in the wild —(1:24:20) Luigi Luigi Pre-order the new intro Enneagram Audio Course from Josh & John and get 50% off: https://www.theenneagramschool.com/intro-enneagram-course Get typed by us and subscribe to watch typing classes on Luigi Mangione, Martha Stewart, and Travis Hunter 9w19w88w99w81w99w89w16w76w79w19w86w59w89w19w86w76w79w8https://www.enneagrammer.com/ Donate to support the show:https://paypal.me/bighormonevenmo - @bighormone Alexandra’s astrology-enneagram readings and trash tv gossip: https://www.saturnruled9.com Buy John’s instinct book for christmas: https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T You’re a bread person if you only have one copy of DG’s Trifix Booklet: https://www.enneagrammer.com/store/trifix-venn-booklet-david-gray Call the BHE hotline with your questions at (323) 696-0647. Or you can also email [email protected] or DM us with a pre-recorded voice message

Continuing where we left off with John and Kristen of the Sinsomnia podcast on the archetypal feminine/masculine myths in Star Wars.**start sending in your questions and comments for episode #200**  —(1:27) Couples that look like siblings—(5:50) The different splits in masculine/feminine psyche—(8:06) Social shadow work to understand sexual instinct/individuation—(9:52) Seeing masculine/feminine as energies rather than compartmentalized roles—(13:53) Anger’s role in the sexual instinct—(16:38) The idea of integration, holding the tension—(18:15) Being able to stretch and expand creatively—(19:14) Mother projections, living in paradox—(24:33) A neutralizing force versus an activating force—(30:12) Libidinal energy being trapped in the mother—(31:56) Zooming out with Gurdjieff—(41:30) Attunement to the unconscious energies of the centers and instincts—(45:03) Understanding instinctual and neurotic fear—(49:37) The terror of police body cam footage in suburban America—(54:29) The aesthetic realm and its role in reality’s horror show
—(56:58) Concretizing murder in the image of slaying the dragon—(1:03:37) Art pulling you out of knowing and certainty—(1:07:53) Moving towards your death, keeping things novel Donate to support the show:https://paypal.me/bighormonevenmo - @bighormone Pre-order the new intro Enneagram Audio Course from Josh & John: https://www.theenneagramschool.com/intro-enneagram-course Get typed by us and watch typing classes on Luigi Mangione, Martha Stewart, and Hayao Miyazaki 9w19w88w99w81w99w89w16w76w79w19w86w59w89w19w86w76w79w8https://www.enneagrammer.com/ Alexandra’s astrology-enneagram readings and trash tv gossip: https://www.saturnruled9.com Buy John’s instinct book for christmas: https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T You’re a bread person if you only have one copy of DG’s Trifix Booklet: https://www.enneagrammer.com/store/trifix-venn-booklet-david-gray Call the BHE hotline with your questions at (323) 696-0647. Or you can also email [email protected] or DM us with a pre-recorded voice message

Special episode with John and Kristen of the Sinsomnia podcast on the archetypal feminine/masculine myths in Star Wars.**start sending in your questions and comments for episode #200**  — (1:27) Plugs— (5:53) Salome & Star Wars intro— (7:00) Conditions of existence, Masculine/Feminine, and the third force— (10:38) John sets the Star Wars stage— (12:53) A New Hope: Princess Leia Loses It All— (19:58) Empire Strikes Back: Introducing Eros— (23:05) Return of the Jedi: The Metal Bikini— (27:28) The power fantasy, fathers/sons, and male expectations— (32:00) Kristen zooms out with the Star Wars mythology— (34:52) A glimpse of the feminine journey— (39:04) Dualistic feminine energies & Leia’s psyche— (47:20) Where are the feminine stories?— (52:15) Jung’s ‘Answer to Job’: Why is God a dick?— (56:20) Salome’s story— (1:02:30) The Death Mother— (1:06:00) The journey of the three instincts, Anima/Animus— (1:17:00) Alien: the violence of being born— (1:25:00) Masculine pain & the parental complexes Donate to support the show:https://paypal.me/bighormonevenmo - @bighormone Check out the upcoming new Enneagram Audio Course with Josh & John at:https://www.theenneagramschool.com/ Find out what flavor of toxic you are 9w19w88w99w81w99w89w16w76w79w19w86w59w89w19w86w76w79w8https://www.enneagrammer.com/ Alexandra’s astrology-enneagram readings and trash tv gossip: https://www.saturnruled9.com Josh and John’s 6-part class on the centers of intelligence and object relations: https://www.theenneagramschool.com/developmental-centers Only morons still don’t have John’s instinct book: https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T You’re a bread person if you only have one copy of DG’s Trifix Booklet once: https://www.enneagrammer.com/store/trifix-venn-booklet-david-gray Call the BHE hotline with questions for episode #200 at (323) 696-0647. Or you can also email [email protected] or DM us with a pre-recorded voice message

Diving into the shadow sex scandal putting equatorial guinea on the map. — (1:27) New formats for the pod / send in questions for episode #200— (5:15) The African gov’t official sex tapes scandal— (12:51) He’s a smooth criminal 9— (27:09) Sexual blind conservatism in African culture— (36:26) Freakoffs is the douchiest DJ name / sexual narcissism — (40:15) Dispersed mass triangulation in 9s— (46:43) 3w2 DJ roast segment— (56:37) The delusions we create and uphold to avoid reality / attachment nostalgia — (1:11:17) Knowing the monster within— (1:15:55) Maladaptive self-subversion and sx instinct edge-seeking— (1:21:19) Big Hormone SP segment— (1:29:55) The orange man is 2-1 Social  Donate to support the show:https://paypal.me/bighormonevenmo - @bighormone The Pain of the Blindspot seminar with John & Alexandrahttps://www.theenneagramschool.com/painoftheblindspot Find out what flavor of toxic you are 9w19w88w99w81w99w89w16w76w79w19w86w59w89w19w86w76w79w8https://www.enneagrammer.com/ Alexandra’s astrology-enneagram readings and trash tv gossip: https://www.saturnruled9.com Josh and John’s 6-part class on the centers of intelligence and object relations: https://www.theenneagramschool.com/developmental-centers Only morons still don’t have John’s instinct book: https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T You’re a bread person if you only have one copy of DG’s Trifix Booklet once: https://www.enneagrammer.com/store/trifix-venn-booklet-david-gray Call the BHE hotline with your questions at (323) 696-0647. Or you can also email [email protected] or DM us with a pre-recorded voice message

— (1:27) The Big Hormone Self-Pres podcast— (3:37) Psychedelics as anti-depressants (correction: serotonin is a neurotransmitter not a hormone)— (11:26) COVID stories and launching the pod— (16:31) The great disillusionment — (19:51) Trump and elon dork— (21:52) Synflow vs contraflow in autonomy conflicts— (33:30) Getting back into the wing series / 3w2vs3w4 Donate to support the show:https://paypal.me/bighormonevenmo - @bighormone The Pain of the Blindspot seminar with John & Alexandrahttps://www.theenneagramschool.com/painoftheblindspot Find out what flavor of toxic you are 9w19w88w99w81w99w89w16w76w79w19w86w59w89w19w86w76w79w8https://www.enneagrammer.com/ Alexandra’s astrology-enneagram readings and trash tv gossip: https://www.saturnruled9.com Josh and John’s 6-part class on the centers of intelligence and object relations: https://www.theenneagramschool.com/developmental-centers Only morons still don’t have John’s instinct book: https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T You’re a bread person if you only have one copy of DG’s Trifix Booklet once: https://www.enneagrammer.com/store/trifix-venn-booklet-david-gray Call the nota4 hotline with your comments at (323) 696-0647. Or you can also email [email protected] or DM us with a pre-recorded voice message

— (1:27) the john stream from the void— (5:22) consciousness experiencing itself and letting go— (8:45) complicated relationship to brotherhood— (18:10) a zone is always happening— (22:08) energy around male connection— (35:10) self-pres nerd out— (40:52) bhe guide to crashing out / menendez brothers parent killing— (45:55) zone stem updates and diddy freakoffs Donate to support the show:https://paypal.me/bighormonevenmo - @bighormone The Pain of the Blindspot seminar with John & Alexandrahttps://www.theenneagramschool.com/painoftheblindspot Find out what flavor of toxic you are 9w19w88w99w81w99w89w16w76w79w19w86w59w89w19w86w76w79w8https://www.enneagrammer.com/ Alexandra’s astrology-enneagram readings and trash tv gossip: https://www.saturnruled9.com Josh and John’s 6-part class on the centers of intelligence and object relations: https://www.theenneagramschool.com/developmental-centers Only morons still don’t have John’s instinct book: https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T You’re a bread person if you only have one copy of DG’s Trifix Booklet once: https://www.enneagrammer.com/store/trifix-venn-booklet-david-gray Call the nota4 hotline with your comments at (323) 696-0647. Or you can also email [email protected] or DM us with a pre-recorded voice message

what it do babyyy:https://www.enneagrammer.com/instinct-zones — (1:27) We watched Bone Tomahawk— (5:06) Instinct Zone updates / Emeka’s 1-3 flame burnout— (10:09) The Play Zones and nailing down long term relationship— (15:23) Stackings within the stackings made a comeback / syn vs contra zone stems— (22:05) The weirdness of 3-1 fetish— (24:20) 3-2 containment and ‘health’— (28:23) What’s SX2-3 really about?— (36:31) Stacking vs Zone Stems— (43:28) Reptilian SP3-1 Donate to support the show:venmo - @bighormonehttps://paypal.me/bighormone The Pain of the Blindspot seminar with John & Alexandrahttps://www.theenneagramschool.com/painoftheblindspot Find out what flavor of toxic you are 9w19w88w99w81w99w89w16w76w79w19w86w59w89w19w86w76w79w8https://www.enneagrammer.com/ Check out Alexandra’s astrology-enneagram readings and trash tv gossip: https://www.saturnruled9.com Rediscover the centers of intelligence and object relations with John and Josh’s 6-part class: https://www.theenneagramschool.com/developmental-centers Only morons haven’t gotten John’s book on the instinctual drives: https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T You’re a bread person if you’ve only bought DG’s Trifix Booklet once: https://www.enneagrammer.com/store/trifix-venn-booklet-david-gray Call the nota4 hotline with your comments at (323) 696-0647. Or you can also email [email protected] or DM us with a pre-recorded voice message