You Are the Home of It All From 210214 Global Sunday - Sovereign as the Heart When we're ready home inside will become more sovereign for us than any other home. That kind of sovereignty will take over everything and everything that we ever considered to make us feel home, like a good meal, like the very car that we want to drive, like our ideal partner, or our ideal job, it just won't work anymore unless 'I am home', sovereign to home, sovereign to what I know at the very core of heart. It wasn't working anyway! The flowers were popping in the garden, because the flowers are home. Please forgive me for washing away any illusions that any of us might have, but the flowers aren't in your garden. The flowers are in their own garden and its called home, it just looks like they're in your garden. Isn't that wonderful? I don't know how you see that, but why you love a flower is because a flower is home. And why you love its fragrance, is that fragrance is the beloved state of home. And why you love your car ....... you step in to your own sovereignty. You step in to the light of your own awareness, that actually to die to what you believe makes you feel home actually shows you, you are home. You are the home of the Universe, I don't know if you know this but if you look out at the stars at night they don't want to stay outside, they want to come home in you. Thats like saying they love to be seen by the One that all things come from, this 'I' thats is listening to these words now. So sometimes we are not sovereign to actually being home, the home of all experience. Then we have this belief, that actually causes suffering, that we need to get home. But if you are home, if we are really home there is nowhere in the Cosmos that you are not home. You're the home of it all, you Awareness, I Awareness thats listening to these words now. Suddenly what we find is when we're not trying to get home and recognise I am home, I am home of it all, then we can't find boundaries , we can't find distance. The idea of 'over there' is gone. The idea that there is not enough time is vanished, we realise home is timeless, what I am is actually timeless, the home of it all. I am suggesting to you that leads to beyond it all and its quite a journey less journey to be sovereign as the heart of it all. Simply because its like we wear clothes of the conditional realms. But the conditional realms, to the conditional realms it is I who am home, for those realms to come home. Thats why I say 'the Earth on its own can't bring you joy or the immensity of what you are, for even the Earth comes out of what I Am. What I am speaking of here is just to be clear to keep our attention, or our awareness within our heart. I am home of it all. So then if I'm the home of it all, will I welcome anger home? When I welcome jealousy home, when I welcome fear home, when I welcome disappointment home, when I welcome shame or guilt home will I be the home of it all and say ‘Welcome'? That is to be sovereign. Then the Earth, she definitely is home and she streams forth from the home of that, that I am. And her wonder and her mystery forms what I am as a continual expression of the beloved's intelligence, wonder and profound mystery. Everything is dying to come home through the one who is listening to these words, including the speaker. If there is any experience, it just wants to come home, that's all, it just wants to come home. It wants to find a good home, a sovereign home, a home that does not deny experience. The home that does no longer see nirvana, samsara, good or bad, right or wrong. Its not a neutral home, its just home of all that appears. Its an alive sovereign home. (from 210214)

A beautiful 15 minute piece and meditation from a recent satsang from 5FEB 2021

What I'm pointing to is: Rather than identify with the phenomena, the 'am', identify with the 'I', the light. Then the phenomena turn into 'phenomenal you'. Identify with the phenomena and your heart will not shine. You'll be chasing around trying to make things work from the idea that you are phenomena, a body-mind that keeps passing away. The object of existence is to realise how deep do you go...well you're endless. You are are phenomenal! The moment you let go of the phenomena you become brightly alert brightly aware of what you deeply are. But the moment you turn away your gaze from the phenomena like you cannot lose anything because you are already the wholeness. You're the one which the cosmos radiantly pours out off and also returns to. So then the work is to simply let go of the phenomena. And you'll watch that you shine, You will see that you shine. What you call your life, its shape its form its thoughts its feelings? It is obvious that most of our days are filled with the same old thing. Routine! Do you honestly think a river flowing is routine? Or as a river flowing absolutely gorgeously phenomenal, radiantly flowing and free? When we hold on to the phenomena our life doesn't flow, our life doesn't glow. We've identified with a sense that we need security, mentally, emotionally, physically. To a certain degree we need to look after these bodies, sure! But to not be attached to the form, because if we are we will suffer because it is passing away. We can look after the body, but the moment we start protecting the body we protect all manner of things.. the phenomenal things; thoughts, feelings, events... and our brain starts to collect item after item of identification. We begin to fight our own freedom. Watch a petal fall of a flower , watch a leaf fall off a tree through the sky. It's falling into the freedom of its release of the flower. It doesn't need to remain on the flower to be free. You don't need actually..but you have to discover this ..you don't need your life to stay the same for you to be secure. Your life staying the same brings insecurity. Your life moving from the shine of your heart brings radiance, freedom. A genius is set forth, creativity starts to stream, Love starts to abound everywhere, When you're not fixed to how things should be, you are like that beautiful petal free of a flower. When you let go the things that you think you need and you float free of the things that you think you need: thoughts, feelings, situations...When you float free of those things you come alive, you become beautiful, you become radiant. It begins to be so obvious that in desperation we cling onto the known, but as freedom we're constantly radiantly phenomenal.And the body is radiant because were not living from the pattern that our mind collects. You are gorgeous. You are radiant. What holds you away from realising you are gorgeous? Identification with phenomena. There is gonna come a time when your body is just gonna fall away beyond your control , but what if it was to fall away now. You are going to be like that petal floating in the air of your brightness. And all the treasures that are truly yours will just come from the universe, just because you're free of the need of mental or emotional security. CLIP 7 FEB

Just because one might doubt that we are love it doesn't mean that doubt is real. The moments when you doubt you're Love, be bold. Be bold and say "I am Love" I am Love . Watch when you announce that you are Love, Love just streams through this body because this body is made of Love. And this blesses all the ancestors. The moment I announce I am Love all beings that ever lived on this planet or ever will live on this planet are blessed by the announcement " I am Love " . Love gives you lots of work. Love says whatever you are experiencing is Love's work. How about that ? Whatever you're experiencing is Love's work. Love's work isn't to change it. Love's work is to be Love amongst it. Love's work isn't to change it. Love's work is to be Love amongst it. Then love others as yourself! It's just how it really is. And none of us can help our phenomena. The phenomena... we can't always help. Sometimes it takes over. But you can always love the light behind the phenomena. Right now the light behind the phenomena is activating.. coming up with each and every one of us. It moves when acknowledged fully. It's really not frightened of this world. It enjoys jumping in a little leaf that falls off a tree. It enjoys the smallest little things. You know like I do, there is no such thing as death, but there is immense endless Love. You know that. So I know in this moment in each of your hearts I am utterly connected and you know in each and everyone's heart you are connected. And we're a field of radiant loving. So whatever you're given... your job isn't to change that, your job is to be Love amongst. I love the faces of God. I love the faces of that Great One. I love you beautiful petals. I am a petal amongst you. CLIP 7 FEB

A beautiful clip from New Years Eve satsang 2020 / 2021 What could you hold in your hand that is a valuable seed of growth, of divine knowledge, of freedom thats so clear to you that you've no need to play any of that out again. Could the seed that you have in your hand now, from what appears to be one year, could you take that seed, could you ingest it? And you'll have the kind of new year that shines everything you know you are: fearless, free, infinite, wonderful, gorgeous, loving, passionate, compassionate. That you could live that life in its fullest? What now is in my hand that I could set the universe free? Make no mistake, I am, you are, we are crossing over to another place. And how much gold do you now have in your hands, oh beautiful one, oh soulful one, oh wonderful one? You crossed frontiers, you crossed boundaries, not only yours, but you crossed because you were asked to cross, from the Earth, from the stars, from your being. You crossed frontiers that you had to cross for all beings to be free. What is in your hands? Can you see it? Can you let go, completely and absolutely of this year and actually have that seed take you in to the new place? Because it just looks like another year and it just looks like it might be the same Earth, but its all different. And you might see the same living room tomorrow, you might see the same garden, at least on the surface. But are you now ready, are we now ready to live this life of great freedom as itself and let go of all the narratives that say otherwise in our own mind, in our own society, in our own cultures? Can we let go of all those small voices, not with judgement but with wisdom? Can we love that much that we can let this entire year burn in to flames, in the heat of divinity, turn to dust which equals gold and go in to the new level of the Earth? Truly like no other year can you cross the threshold in to the Unknown? And who is it that is Unknown? Is it not 'I'? I am unknown? I am fresh, I am unknowable, I am pure and open. Welcome to the Age of Aquarius! Welcome to the ageless age, the timeless realm When you are no longer someone with objects, that you reflect from and to. You are the field of real consciousness, you are the field. This is Aquarius. You are the field, not just a part or an object. You are no the content of the field. You are the field. Can you feel the resonance of that? You are not a resident in it you're it, the field. I am that. I am the field and this is the seed. But I'm also the source of the field and the seed. I am that! Moving in to Aquarius is the building of the field, not its return, the complete and absolute immersion in to a field where there is no return. That’s like saying you'll discover its impossible to live from a thought, impossible to live from yesterday, impossible ever again to be someone who needs something. You'll go forward and deep without taking a thought. You'll be taking no thought. That is the being-ness of what you are."

from a conversation.. What's so poetic, so beautifully poetic is this breeze comes from nowhere and goes to nowhere and that is what is actually the breath. The breath is the seeming manifestation of the breeze of Love that comes from nowhere and goes to nowhere. And yet this breeze of Love is pouring through every dimension as itself. That is where I mentioned you are being touched, touched by the Beyond... but the Beyond it is not gonna turn into you, you are going to turn into the Beyond. CLIP Teacher Call 30 Jan

The unveiling of the Beyond also comes with the unveiling of holding on. Those two which are one can come together and you can unveil the Beyond and unveil a place of holding and those two move as one…and that’s called an OUTPOURING OF LOVE. That’s called a completely new state of Presence, Love and Awareness manifest here and now. It seems to be dependent on : can you transcend all the ideas you have about yourself? Well, I can tell you when you will. You know when that is, that's the moment of death. You won't have to do much transcendence I can tell you that, but youwill still be around because you are the Here. Freed of a great deal of the images ..maybe. But most of our problems and difficulties is that we bound ourselves by time, space and image and most of us don't even look to see that that is the case, simply because we're yet to discover we don't actually value what we deeply are. We value the world or the worlds of thoughts, feelings and small action. We don't actually value and treasure the diamond we are in the heart of hearts. Because we know somehow that's the end of our lives in smallness. So have a look, you could, we could, I could be 'suring' up an inevitable collapse. So we do things to make sure that that doesn't collapse. And that is often related to others in this world where God reflects Him-Herself to Him- Herself. So, what is it that we want? Do we want to just feed off this imaginary world? Do you want to just keep on feeding off the idea that you are a particular someone and not the Profound, not Great Love? Do you want to keep being small and distracted? Or would you move to the other side of the universe if you knew you would realise YOU? That's like saying would you cease seeing another like you have been seeing them every single day from your own distraction? Would you make them God in the manner we're speaking of ? Will you be God? Have you had enough collapse that you have become really fearless? Have you have enough collapse that the courage of your soul is is so unspeakable? Have you had enough collapse that what you live for is the Golden Truth itself as everyone that exists? CLIP 31 JAN 21

Whatever is happening in your life right now, there are doors closing. Do you recognise them? And doors are closing because other doors are opening. Do you think the universe doesn't know what it's doing? That door is closing, don't go and open it, Because this door won't fly open. When you are really ready to have all doors open, you wont have to go and open them. You realise you are the spacious glorious-ness which all doors open to and from.

I am going to give you a little challenge. Here's a little challenge... What's really precious to you? Can you give it away? Can you give it away? On any level..? And can you give a thought away that you have used like some secondhand item? You can give a thought away ? Can you just throw that away and come from somewhere else ? Can you give away a feeling that you are so used and you use that feeling so that you don't feel the universe. Can you give something that is favourite for you in your home and it's like you come to your home and it could even be your home, could even be your home ....could you give it away? If you can't give it away come to something that is equally as really. Are you ready? Appreciate it! Appreciate it... Appreciate your home, appreciate your car, appreciate those around you, appreciate your body, appreciate we can have conversations like this because then you are appreciating the Source and the Source shows its appreciation. It's quite easy to have conversations like this but then just go back into the usual Will you come with me and treasure the unusual? Can we treasure the unusual? You are not of repetitive action. You're not repetitive transaction. You are not a repetitive pattern. You of pure, bright light. There is no repetition in you. How can this come through? Gratitude. Appreciation. When you have not completely met someone stop for a moment and meet. When there is a group of you having a conversation and out of your mouth come something very very typical, turn that around. I want to say that again. You have to do that all day long ... Turn you into you. Turn us into us. Turn everything into God, into Source. CLIP 31 JAN

But only when there is a collapse... I am speaking on the mental level, psychological level, an actual psychological level related to how you live life, maybe related with others or another.. and it is not until that collapse happens do you realise how much you love the Beyond that that collapse has collapsed into. The return of your mind to divine mind. The return of the divine mind unspeakable Absolute-ness.Therefore you get washed into the total collapse to where it's falling into. if you've had or are having big collapses of identification with you or collapse of identification with others.... go on your knees. Go on your knees. And the collapse becomes merciful, beautiful. Gratitude sings even in this terrible collapse. And seeing as God or whatever you want to call that unspeakable-ness that is here right now, appearing as you and I. It definitely does want to know every level in which just its Presence creates the cosmos and it definitely also wants to understand the collapse of the cosmos into itself. And it definitely wants to understand how that cosmos came about in the first place and where is it going to and why should it return in such ways? And how did this create? And all this is a guide that you may be that One yourself. It's not just initiation, that would be too weak a word for this. It is that you want to love this much. You want to die this much, you want to be returned this much that you are now over the distraction, you are ready to deeply return. What you are actually saying then is you know you cannot exist needing to know what your existence would look like in some believed future . You know you once believed you existed in what your mind tells yo is the past, but if you're deeply called you can only exist Now. Then you will walk that ocean and you will have much collapse but in that collapse you're returned all the way to that that you deeply are. You will still be here because you are here . Because you are the Here. You're not actually going anywhere but you want to discover how hereNow looks like 'this ' feels like 'this' but all 'this' is the activity of your mind . Even the cosmos is the activity of your mind. And you whom you seek has placed an image of you in that activity because without being placed in that activity you could not know who you are in creation. That's why you disappear quite often during the day or at night or in those wonderful times when the disappearance of your thoughts and feelings have no longer anything to do wth what is HereNow. It is right then that you find out the entire creation is in you already. And you're in it and yet you're beyond it . You're its totality, it's source . You're not the focal point of a time-bound experiencer. Your real experience is utterly present as Presence and unassumingly, completely and absolutely whole already, It has nothing to do wth polarities likes or dislikes and you find you as joy, because never have you been anything else. from 31 JAN2021