can you relate?

they speak of greatness of pain!

The greatest value in my life is humility. It hurts me if the environment I am living is nothing but the aura of superiority than one another. I am a loving celebrating kind of girl. I want laughter, respect, support and simply feminine energy surrounding me. But the behavior I get to observe everyday annoys me. AM I BEING TOO JUDGEMENTAL OR IS IT JUST A COMMON THING?

 I sometimes doubt if i am really happy happy. Nevertheless I want to believe it for now.

not something interesting.

Inspired by The Shawshank Redemption, my process is convincing me that I am still and all alive. and I wont give up on myself. That's a promise to me. P.S. - I can't wait to meet you. 

I was so hopeful while recording it but the moment I stopped it began a disappointment in me. they say life is all about choices but the one choice I try to take on mine makes me struggle for life.  Dear note to this podcast: Though I still look for human to human conversation (so dearly), one day I know, I am going to love the time with you and no one else. I have this thirst for vocabulary which I unfortunately cannot make conditions for them to spell out.  - A conversation with voice

what will you do differently if you were somebody else, someone more kind to yourself? Would you not treat yourself with more love and warm gestures?  Yes, if I was somebody else,...….  May be one day, I will treat myself like somebody else.

Everything that happens, at least mean something. Sometimes, I get so amazed by the differences and changes that take place in peoples' lives even in the same time and environment. What I know now is, those are some subtle compassionate things and they are never an overnight things.  You know who you are.  Is it okay to mention names sometimes, Suman? 

Do you give place to your tears? Do you celebrate failures like you do with success? For me, my life deserves balance with both times. And I heal from happiness too. Me to myself: thank him.