How trauma and addiction affects you and the people around you. Here's a little bit about what I've learned over the past few years dealing with a spouse who manipulated & hurt me through his addictions and how it impacted my life.This video covers my spouse revealing more of the truth to me of the things he's done with other women behind my back and all of the pain I've experienced because of it. Through the pain I've experienced, I talk about how I'm learning to overcome the cheating, lies, gaslighting, and pain. I'm not perfect and have made my own mistakes through this process but I'm doing the best I can to share my experiences with you so I can heal and hopefully help you overcome your own struggles. This is my story. I’m sharing MY life, my heart, the hurts I’ve caused and what I experienced up until today. This is apart of my healing process and this experience has changed me for the better and what it's allowed me to become today. This isn't to make my spouse look bad but to simply share my testimony and what I've been through.This is going to be in many parts so I may backtrack since there are parts that l either missed or I feel like I need to say when I didn't want to. I want to know if this story resonates with you, or you have had a similar experience. Let me know in the comments!♡ Stay Connected:♥️ Subscribe to my channel for more: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCUpppaQEeXw60oqN1QMMLbw💛 Follow me on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/amber_lashartistry?igsh=MWQ1ZGUxMzBkMA==🤍 Follow me on TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@theelashgirl?_t=8lf7gaPIWD4&_r=1♡ Links:https://www.verywellmind.com/signs-you-re-married-to-a-narcissist-5208165https://www.marriage.com/advice/relationship/how-to-deal-with-a-controlling-husband/ https://www.healthline.com/health/mental-health/trauma-bonding#fa-qs#physicalabuse #payattention #thechosen #hormonetherapy #emotionalabuse #emotionalaccountability #verbalabuse #coercivecontrol #facts #redflags #isolation #physicalisolationSupport the show

Thank you for listening/watching!“In this episode I'll be talking about a significant couple and how they play an important part in my life during this time, and to this day. I truly believe that God brought this specific couple into my life for a reason. I'll be touching on some more details about how I found out more information about my spouse, and the cheating and more of the TRUTH!”This is my story. I’m sharing MY life, my heart, the hurts I’ve caused and what I experienced up until today. This is apart of my healing process and this experience has changed me for the better and what it's allowed me to become today. This isn't to make my spouse look bad but to simply share my testimony and what I've been through.This is going to be in many parts so I may backtrack since there are parts that l either missed or I feel like I need to say when I didn't want to. I want to know if this story resonates with you, or you have had a similar experience. Let me know in the comments!https://www.verywellmind.com/signs-you-re-married-to-a-narcissist-5208165https://www.marriage.com/advice/relationship/how-to-deal-with-a-controlling-husband/ https://www.healthline.com/health/mental-health/trauma-bonding#fa-qs#physicalabuse #payattention #thechosen #hormonetherapy #emotionalabuse #emotionalaccountability #verbalabuse #coercivecontrol #facts #redflags #isolation #physicalisolationSupport the show

Thank you for listening/watchingThis is my story. I’m sharing my life, my heart, the hurts I’ve caused and what I experienced up until today.This is going to be in many parts so I may backtrack since there are parts that l either missed or I feel like I need to say when I didn't want to. So bear with me if you have any questions let me know in the comments down belowhttps://www.verywellmind.com/signs-you-re-married-to-a-narcissist-5208165https://www.marriage.com/advice/relationship/how-to-deal-with-a-controlling-husband/ https://www.healthline.com/health/mental-health/trauma-bonding#fa-qs#physicalabuse#payattntion #thechosen #hormonetherapy #emotionalabuse #emotionalaccountability #verbalabuse #coercivecontrol #facts #redflags #isolation #physicalisolationSupport the show

Thank you for listening/watchingThis is my story. Im sharing my life and my heart and the hurts Ive caused and what I experienced up until today.This is going to be in many parts and I'll also be backtracking because there are parts that l either missed or I feel like I need to say when I didn't want to. So bear with me if you have any questions Imk. comment down belowhttps://www.verywellmind.com/signs-you-re-married-to-a-narcissist-5208165 (https://www.verywellmind.com/signs-you-re-married-to-a-narcissist-5208165)https://www.marriage.com/advice/relat... (https:// www.marriage.com/advice/relat...)https://www.marriage.com/advice/relationship/how-to-deal-with-a-controlling-husband/ (https://www.marriage.com/advice/relationship/how-to-deal-with-a-controlling-husband/)https://www.healthline.com/health/mental-health/trauma-bonding#fa-qs#physicalabuse#payattntion #thechosen #hormonetherapy #emotionalabuse #emotionalaccountability #verbalabuse #coercivecontrol #facts#redflags #isolation #physicalisolationSupport the show

In this episode I’m backtracking  certain moments and times. And Have even been reminded of specific moments with someone close to me who witnessed these events. https://www.verywellmind.com/signs-you-re-married-to-a-narcissist-520816https://www.marriage.com/advice/relationship/how-to-deal-with-a-controlling-husband/National Domestic Violence Hotline:800-799-7233 or text START to 88788Support the show

TRIGGER WARNING FOR SEXUAL ABUSE AND PHYSICAL ABUSE.As I get more into my story I may be going back and forth to and from story times and dates. Im working on using this podcast not only as sharing my story but maybe as a journal type of way too so I can heal from a lot of these things and especially current times. If you have any questions please feel free to comment them below and I hope I can answer in another episode.Love Cherie AmberSupport the show

This is my story. Im sharing my life and my heart and the hurts Ive caused and what I experienced up until today. This is going to be in many parts and I'll also be backtracking because there are parts that I either missed or I feel like I need to say when I didn't want to. So bear with me if you have any questions lmk. comment down belowSupport the show

In this episode I talk about why today I’m thankful for what has happened this past year & how it’s actually helped me .Support the show

I have been feeling like I need to speak about this topic of rejection . I’ve struggled with this all my life and it has affected me in many ways . Especially in my current circumstances. My relationships and even my Lashing. This is how I am healing through it. I hope this helps someone and gets you through this feeling .Support the show

In this episode I talk about a little background of who I am where I come from & how lashing is just a part of my life but not who I am. This is a little bit of my life story starting from the beginning ❤️Support the show