four and a half lifetimes to prepare for the first test of eternal existence, many have thought that, “i'll do anything it takes just to escape redoing it all .” But when they've lost everyone that is familiar again, and if.. they lose them now, it might be the final time or maybe we'll meet again in another universe. That is if what has driven others to become corrupted for what they had to endure, does not cause the same for them